shimarisu

I have recently become ridiculously into Disney again.

I don't recall what sparked it, I think my friend and I wanted to watch Hunchback of Notre Dame.

Which, my mom finally found at the thrift store today and I watched and is amaaazing (my old VHS died...don't ask me how, I still don't know). Esmerelda's boobs are HUGE! Seriously, they're the biggest I remember on any Disney character... Yes, this is what I do, notice the size of cartoon breasts.

Then we saw Enchanted, which was like my childhood fantasy come true...for somebody else, haha. It did cause me to wonder what I'd look like as a Disney character, so I tried my hand at it (and sucked). But, the pic is bad 'cause I just gave up halfway through on it... the lines were good, but my colored pencils went missing so I had to use sucky ones and it just didn't turn out half as good as I was hoping, so I gave up. I need a fucking desk, a real desk, damnit. Somewhere to stretch my arms and just sit and draw for hours like I used to. A bed and a mini computer desk with not enough room aren't good for making me want to draw.


For those interested in comparison:

I honestly don't recall which photo I based the pic off of.

God, that makes the drawing so bad by comparison... I can see more mistakes now. And the makeup is based more off this:

And it makes me sad that my makeup looked so awesome that day, and my hair like shit. Oh well... that's what I get for going to bed with my hair wet.

Actually, in both photos I have... but in the first (newer) one, my hair is longer, heavier, and so it's drying more curly and I fix my bangs in the morning... in the second one I couldn't get it to work because it was so short it was too light and just dried all over the place. I can't wait for my hair to be really long :3 I've also lost 10-12lbs since that second pic, wooh.

I showed it to my friend, I don't think he got the point because he said it looked more like Barbie than princess... but I was going for the style...but still me. And I was too lazy to come up with a dress at the time, if I re-try it I'm going to go all out... because at the time I'd told him how I'd write a story about me and create the worlds first fat Disney princess, haha. Seriously, fat girls need a Disney role model who doesn't make them feel bad about themselves, and a princess dress that doesn't look stupid on them. Though, as a kid I had a princess dress and was chubby and still I looked awesome... but I was just more awesome than most kids, haha.

And the other day my friend and I watched The Lion King, which I can still sing all of the opening to... including what I learned for the African part...although I know I'm likely not pronouncing anything right and therefor am speaking gibberish.

I think I've watched too many Disney movies, though... I'm still waiting for Rob to turn into my prince who'll say everything right and be horribly romantic... which isn't Rob, but I love him so much.

Now I have the urge to watch Aladdin, as I've been telling people lately how Rob's and my technical song is Friend Like Me. In fact, it's basically what caused us to start talking and meet and we've known one another for 3 years and two months since then. I would jokingly type up Disney songs in the thread in the forum we would both frequent. He'd already noticed me, but I had never talked to him and had no clue he existed. Then he was going to leave the site and his friend asked me to "sing him a song" to convince him to stay the one day we were both in the thread together. I asked what he wanted, figuring it'd be a Disney song I knew... as I know a lot... but Aladdin is my weakpoint, and of course he asked for the song I barely know. So I looked up the lyrics, copied and pasted, haha. But that got him to message me and start talking to me... so while I'll joke about what's our song, I really consider that our song... I just need to learn it.

And right now my aforementioned Prince Charming is MIA, and has yet to call me... so I'm off to bed. Night all!