shimarisu

I was supposed to hang out with a friend today, but I couldn't get ahold of her... it really dissappoints me but I'm kinda used to it.

I'm sure she had a good reason, like not being able to fall asleep until late and sleeping all day, just I tried callin' for 3 hours so we could go to an art show and job hunting together.

I'm sick of it at the Rave, the past weeks I was too busy and sick to go job-hunting, but not this week... I just filled out two applications online, although one is just because I want to get as many interviews as possible. And then I have four applications I need to turn in, but only two of those places are still hiring from when I first picked up applications I had an employee complain that I picked on him, not only does everybody at the Rave pick on everybody else and make the same kind of jokes, but I thought he and I were friends and he didn't even come to me before complaining to management. In reality, it was because I was telling him and trying to get him to do his job that he complained... so I got lectured for trying to get an employee to do their job, and when I don't or when I'm nice I get lectured for that, when I'm mean I get lectured, when I don't care about my job that's bad, when I do care about it and get frustraited that I can't get it done because I get no assistance from management I get in trouble. You know how I found out they're watching me because I got frustraited and it was in front of customers, who don't even give a crap about if I'm frustraited, they'll probably agree they want me to get my job done so my employees get theirs done? My manager gossiped it to a friend of mine... yup.

I'm so tired of trying to be a good employee and getting in trouble for it, I'm ready to leave. I've served my 3 years, they still haven't given anybody a reward for the prize we won for Nightmare Before Christmas.

So if I don't get fired, I'm still leaving.

In other news, my cold is better, I'm still a bit sniffly but not bad. My ear infection is better but I keep forgetting to take the medicine when I'm supposed to.

I found a few cute clothes I want, but I'm waiting and trying to get my friend to go shopping with me tomorrow, especially for dress pants. Then I may go to a job fair Tuesday.... if I get pants... and if I get pants my extra money for clothes will be gone (not that I have extra money) and so I won't be able to get the clothes I want. Oh well, if I get a better job then it'll all be good.

Oh, I did get a raise at work, and now on my applications I'm asking for at least $7.50 an hour... unless I'm desperate I'm never working for less again.