Ok, so to start off... I've decided I'm gonna grow my hair out longer. Probably the longest it's ever been... I'm aiming for mid-waist to right at the top of my hips, just to see how it looks. Maybe (read, probably) shorter if it looks bad... or if I start to look like a hick/crazy woman (I'm not gonna lie, I've seen girls that can pull off the renissance hair and are beautiful... but most just look bad). I'm also trying to decide if I should continue dying my hair dark brown for the possible year or more it might take while growing my hair out, or if I should just let it go back to my natural color.
So anybody who reads this, feel free to give me your opinions... stick with the shorter (shoulder length) hair? Keep dying it or just make it easier on myself and my paycheck (the dye isn't that expensive... but I'm so poor). I actually also wanna see what I look like as a light blonde instead of the dark blonde I naturally am, but I figured I won't... at least not yet.
I'm so friggin' tired, I almost started crying at work because I did an 9 hour shift and I'm already getting burned out from overwork in general. I'm seriously wanting to find a new job... I just have to figure out where to look.
I'm even more stressed out wondering about recent issues that have come up with me and Rob... Pretty soon we have to decide if he'll move here and we'll get an apartment together while we have shitty jobs and try to pay for everything on our own and try to go to school so we can get decent jobs and not have to live like that for the rest of our lives... or do I have to wait about three years to be with him, which I don't think I can take waiting that long while only seeing one another once every six months... I'm going to go crazy, and I want out of this house but I don't trust most possible roomates and don't want to throw myself on the people I do trust.
I'm just stressed in general, and I can't wait to have multiple days in a row off next week, although I'll miss the money when my paycheck comes around.
And now that it's stopped storming, I'm going to wallow in my bathe trying to get my feet to stop hurting.
So anybody who reads this, feel free to give me your opinions... stick with the shorter (shoulder length) hair? Keep dying it or just make it easier on myself and my paycheck (the dye isn't that expensive... but I'm so poor). I actually also wanna see what I look like as a light blonde instead of the dark blonde I naturally am, but I figured I won't... at least not yet.
I'm so friggin' tired, I almost started crying at work because I did an 9 hour shift and I'm already getting burned out from overwork in general. I'm seriously wanting to find a new job... I just have to figure out where to look.
I'm even more stressed out wondering about recent issues that have come up with me and Rob... Pretty soon we have to decide if he'll move here and we'll get an apartment together while we have shitty jobs and try to pay for everything on our own and try to go to school so we can get decent jobs and not have to live like that for the rest of our lives... or do I have to wait about three years to be with him, which I don't think I can take waiting that long while only seeing one another once every six months... I'm going to go crazy, and I want out of this house but I don't trust most possible roomates and don't want to throw myself on the people I do trust.
I'm just stressed in general, and I can't wait to have multiple days in a row off next week, although I'll miss the money when my paycheck comes around.
And now that it's stopped storming, I'm going to wallow in my bathe trying to get my feet to stop hurting.
I am in the process of growing my hair back out, and the dying does slow down the process, but I hate my natural color.
I say give it a shot.
I think the dark color looks good on you, but I prefer brunettes in general.
I hope work gets better soon, even if that means finding something new. As far as the Rob situation, it would be great to be with him, but it is a big risk. It's just a personal values kind of thing... which is always the hardest...
Rest up and feel better!