shiholud

Ok so my x is back in town on leave from the air force. They gave her early leave because she is off to Iraq in 4 weeks.

Now first off I must explain she is my x because I ended it. Lover her to death I do, but not in lover with her and I could see that would be a problem. Now she wants to hang out while she is here. I have no issues about that. Like I said she is cool and a great bud. But I know her and her meaning of hanging out, this time, is get me drunk so she can do the sexy sexy*. As much and I enjoyed sexy sexy with her I am not so sure about this.

Fact 1) I am a geek, so the cuties are not banging down my door.

Fact 2) It is very hard, bad pun, so say no to a woman who is offering the sexy sexy, I mean if she is all sexy sexy I should be all sexy sexy too.

Fact 3) What if for some off chance that she gets all 3 feet under on me while she is in said war zone. How could I live with myself knowing that I shot down her sweet smile and advances.

My only problem or reason to say no 1) If I do get all sexy sexy with my x will she take this as we are going to get all datie datie* again?

*Sorry been watching Edie Izzard again.

Dam I hate it when I analyze things but I just cant help it, her feeling are important to me, and I am a guy, a guy who is infamous for @#$%ing things up. So what do I do? Man the shit I get myself into.

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So like I am trying to become one of Hels slaves and I made this, well, picture desktop thingy I hope it works.
Hel Rules! (kissing up)

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I am in need of a rubber ducky