Man I am so tired.
I am just getting off my last guard duty shift. Two weeks 4 hours in the tower, during the day, 4 asleep. The 4 more hours at night, then 4 more asleep. Repeat this for two weeks. 15 days no time off. I think I am going to pass out for 48 hours. Nothing beats the pure bordom of a guard shift. Its 4 hours looking at a road and farmers. If I have not said it before, I really miss home. 2 more months and I get out of this year long deployment in Iraq. Wow
On a good note: I was able to talk to my good buddie from home the other night. I think I have forgoten what it is like to be normal? That is if I ever was normal. Can't wait to get back to Germany and out on a pair of jeans. There is just something to be said about having two outfits, DCU's and PT's, for a whole year that makes you really miss the t-shirt and jeans. Finished my book "Blink" and its amazing how much you think you know about yourself. Then you read a book about the sub you and realize that about 80% of all your thoughts and fist impressions are comleatly out of you control. That your sub you is really the preson behind the driving wheel. Kind take the free will out of it.
Well till next time, Shi
I am just getting off my last guard duty shift. Two weeks 4 hours in the tower, during the day, 4 asleep. The 4 more hours at night, then 4 more asleep. Repeat this for two weeks. 15 days no time off. I think I am going to pass out for 48 hours. Nothing beats the pure bordom of a guard shift. Its 4 hours looking at a road and farmers. If I have not said it before, I really miss home. 2 more months and I get out of this year long deployment in Iraq. Wow
On a good note: I was able to talk to my good buddie from home the other night. I think I have forgoten what it is like to be normal? That is if I ever was normal. Can't wait to get back to Germany and out on a pair of jeans. There is just something to be said about having two outfits, DCU's and PT's, for a whole year that makes you really miss the t-shirt and jeans. Finished my book "Blink" and its amazing how much you think you know about yourself. Then you read a book about the sub you and realize that about 80% of all your thoughts and fist impressions are comleatly out of you control. That your sub you is really the preson behind the driving wheel. Kind take the free will out of it.
Well till next time, Shi
Why do you get a 4-on, 4-off schedule? It seems like four hours of sleep would just make you more tired than you were before. But maybe circumstances make that different.
Also: no one's really normal. We all just fake it enough to get by.