Goddamnit. I hate living here now. I've gotta move ... AGAIN ... eventually ... in the not too distant future. I wouldn't mind living alone. But it would be wise to find employment before making another leap.
I hate my family, even living with one family member as a roomate is too much for me.
I have no one right now really, no one immediately I mean, you know. Utterly alone in the world. Not being anywhere remotely approaching being understood sucks, especially when you're surrounded by empathetically inept, oblivious fuckheads. It is amazing that I'm so diametrically incompatible with people who are supposed to be of the same rough genetic composition. Maybe I was adopted. That'd be a releif, more than anything.
Oh yeah, So the project presentation went passibly. Though my part didn't work, I still had some powerpoint slides to show. It actually was a group project, but I sort of went off and did my own thing, as a begenning-level project bores me to no end, and I have little paitence with people, especially to explain advanced concepts to newbies. My adeptitude is somewhat alienating, you know. ;-)
I'll probably rewrite my copious code in gas (Gnu Assembler), and get it running on my Debian box over the summer. I've got a bunch of other computer shit I wanna do too, and seeing as I won't have much of a life, may as well learn something.
Wanna know something? Being sentient sucks.
*sigh* I'm just venting. Say something happy, and I shall be glad for it. I really do love this site, you know.
I hate my family, even living with one family member as a roomate is too much for me.
I have no one right now really, no one immediately I mean, you know. Utterly alone in the world. Not being anywhere remotely approaching being understood sucks, especially when you're surrounded by empathetically inept, oblivious fuckheads. It is amazing that I'm so diametrically incompatible with people who are supposed to be of the same rough genetic composition. Maybe I was adopted. That'd be a releif, more than anything.
Oh yeah, So the project presentation went passibly. Though my part didn't work, I still had some powerpoint slides to show. It actually was a group project, but I sort of went off and did my own thing, as a begenning-level project bores me to no end, and I have little paitence with people, especially to explain advanced concepts to newbies. My adeptitude is somewhat alienating, you know. ;-)
I'll probably rewrite my copious code in gas (Gnu Assembler), and get it running on my Debian box over the summer. I've got a bunch of other computer shit I wanna do too, and seeing as I won't have much of a life, may as well learn something.
Wanna know something? Being sentient sucks.
*sigh* I'm just venting. Say something happy, and I shall be glad for it. I really do love this site, you know.
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sometimes, yeah, sentience is pain in the ass.