I can't believe how much time I've wasted, being so inhibited by unfortunate circumstances from reaching this point. This, what should be a turning point. I need out soon. I will have out soon.
I can feel the change coming, and I need to run away and completely reestablish myself in order to properly realize it. I can't stand the possibility of falling back into old habits.
All I need to do is figure out where I want to go and then gather the resources (namely, cash) to do it.
By the end of this summer, I'll hopefully be ready to make the leap.
I shall devise a question, so this isnt an entirely one-sided rant ...
Have you ever felt the need or have you actually reinvented yourself? How? Were you so disillusioned with family/surroundings that you had to move away completely?
I can feel the change coming, and I need to run away and completely reestablish myself in order to properly realize it. I can't stand the possibility of falling back into old habits.
All I need to do is figure out where I want to go and then gather the resources (namely, cash) to do it.
By the end of this summer, I'll hopefully be ready to make the leap.
I shall devise a question, so this isnt an entirely one-sided rant ...
Have you ever felt the need or have you actually reinvented yourself? How? Were you so disillusioned with family/surroundings that you had to move away completely?