shicawgo

GO FUCK YOURSELF. Seriously. Have a good time.

More later.


Okay it's later..................



sing it with me now...."I thought I saw something in you that was different and better but I was very wrong. I feared there was no way possible for it to be true FUCK YOU for proving me right."




DAMN.

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Here's my new fav joke...

What does a gay horse eat?

(Say this in a really fabulous gay voice so it's funny like a joke is supposed to be...)

Haaaaaa-AY!


Get it?...it's funny...don't look at me like that...it's funny I swear...DAMN.

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I need someone new to be infatuated with. I need someone to have a heartwrenching crush on...At least for the next two weeks until school starts and then I can fall for someone else and start the vicious cycle all over again. I usually never have crushes though. A crush always feels nice...til you realize it's a fuckin CRUSH....and you're crushed....then you just start over like I will, I guess. My last crush was a disaster Oh I was SO wrong about him. And I was so right about him at the same time. I wasn't shocked. People in general have the same basic reactions about stuff. It never fails. Utterly predictible... Oh well, the past has passed. I don't mind so much when people are stereotypical I just mind when they pretend not to be. DAMN.

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I've decided that I'd rather be someone who thinks too much than someone who doesn't think enough. When did it become a bad thing to act how you feel and say what you think? DAMN.

It's time to change how I feel.
But I still think it would've been nice to get a hug before I let go.


At this point I don't care that no one will understand what I am talkin about. It's all bullshit anyways and I'll probably come back in ten mins and erase the whole damn thing for saying too much. Fuck it.

Believe it or not I'm actually in a pretty good mood.... I've been disgustingly productive today and almost everything in my life has fallen into place exactly where it should be. Everythings changing like I knew it would, I just wish I wasn't the only one who knew it would get better. Okay anyways it's time to go out. oh wait!!!!! sweetavenue suggested sonicvision at the planetarium this weekend and it looks awesome so you all should check it out... I'm going with my girls Laura and Mo on friday. Goodstuff.


~Shicawgo~