Ok I had a soft and lazy morning 
a superfun afternoon 
a bad evening 
and a worse night 
... then it got better than I could've hoped for 
I hate doing the right thing for someone else when it sucks for me. I hate it.
But I do it. I hate when I do what I think is right am I'm so wrong. I don't like being confused.
There was a huge police road block safety check point thing when I was driving home. I got a ticket for tinted windows and a ticket for having a 6 days expired insurance card. My insurance is up to date, the card isn't. There were like 4 cops going through my car because they saw a bag of medicine that I had on the floor. A big bag of medicine. It was all mine, but it was all vicodins and T3's and other chillers. I had to explain that I've got RA and it's all mine. I HATE having to explain myself. I HATE it. They went through my stuff. I HATE people going through my stuff. I HATE it. I thought they we're gonna make me do a sobriety test so I got nervous so they were like "are you nervous?" so that made me more nervous... If they made me walk a line like on COPS I'd have failed. Not because I was drunk, but because my RA is like super harsh today and I can't barely walk at all. It's pathetic. I hate being sick. I don't even feel like myself. I don't look like myself. I have been thinkin illogically. I'm making weird decisions. I don't feel like me. I just feel like toxic from the inside out. I'm just not used to this yet. I'll get used to it and I'll be okay. :o)
I have a story to tell but I'm not sure I should share. Whatever. It's not that important.
FACT: girls who snort when they laugh are better lovers than those who don't. It is related to inhibitions, rather, a lack thereof.
I like Kelly Clarkson's cd thankful. Yeah so? Now what?! That's what I thought.
Happy Saturday Morning. Tell me something good.......
Shi :o)
a superfun afternoon a bad evening and a worse night ... then it got better than I could've hoped for
I hate doing the right thing for someone else when it sucks for me. I hate it.
But I do it. I hate when I do what I think is right am I'm so wrong. I don't like being confused.
There was a huge police road block safety check point thing when I was driving home. I got a ticket for tinted windows and a ticket for having a 6 days expired insurance card. My insurance is up to date, the card isn't. There were like 4 cops going through my car because they saw a bag of medicine that I had on the floor. A big bag of medicine. It was all mine, but it was all vicodins and T3's and other chillers. I had to explain that I've got RA and it's all mine. I HATE having to explain myself. I HATE it. They went through my stuff. I HATE people going through my stuff. I HATE it. I thought they we're gonna make me do a sobriety test so I got nervous so they were like "are you nervous?" so that made me more nervous... If they made me walk a line like on COPS I'd have failed. Not because I was drunk, but because my RA is like super harsh today and I can't barely walk at all. It's pathetic. I hate being sick. I don't even feel like myself. I don't look like myself. I have been thinkin illogically. I'm making weird decisions. I don't feel like me. I just feel like toxic from the inside out. I'm just not used to this yet. I'll get used to it and I'll be okay. :o)
I have a story to tell but I'm not sure I should share. Whatever. It's not that important.
FACT: girls who snort when they laugh are better lovers than those who don't. It is related to inhibitions, rather, a lack thereof.
I like Kelly Clarkson's cd thankful. Yeah so? Now what?! That's what I thought.
Happy Saturday Morning. Tell me something good.......
Shi :o)
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Have you tried accupuncture? I don't know about its curative capability, but it can ease the pain. Also a good Chinese massage can help.
I guess you've already be warned off drink..that deffinitely agrevates athritis.
But, of course, a good cuddle can be great medicine. If ever I'm in Chigago I'll prove it.
I am all of these things (clingy, codependant, and needy). I am clingy because i am ultimately afraid of ending up alone...codependant for the same reason. I neeed lots of attention, I also hjave this weird thing with needing to be needed. Like i need to take care of this other person...i dunno, is that weird?
I say I like Woody on Cheer's better than Coach. Woody seemed to fit in better and was funnier.
Yes, sparatic laughing about past random occurances happens to me all the time. Its good to be able to laugh like that with yourself, very comforting.
I dunno why I like being sad, i guess im just a pessimist.
And I didn't marry that girl because she needed to "be on her own" for a while....it didn't work out, its a shame too because we were really great together. But we are still close friends.
Age wasn't really a factor to me at the time, it just felt right.
I love being a scorpio, we are very passionate people and who wouldn't love being that?
I used to be supior serious, but now im too bitter and mellowed out....but i can get serious if need be.
A video editor takes raw footage shot on video tape and edits it together to make a story...i.e. film editor edits a movie together...I love doing it, its great to take a bunch of crap and splice it together into a coherant story. I like to make people cry with my movies, i like emotion.
Cary, IL is about 1 hour west of Chicago.
There we go my dear, i think thats everything you requested