Wofats uses netflix. I'm so behind on movies that the last movie I saw in the theater was Jay and Silent Bob Strike back. How sad is that? I never rent movies cuz I hate blockbuster but netflix looks cool.
There are SO many movies I wanna see. It's a sin how I've allowed myself to get outta the loop with it all. But you know it's so expensive to see movies. Or maybe I'm just super cheap. But i'm not really. I go to really nice restaurants like Dennys and IHOP all the time. Thats a joke.
I can't afford to go to fancy places like Dennys all the time. 
Being in college is cool, but not having a real job making real money sucks. I left a job where I was making almost 60K a year to go back to school. That's not super immpressive, but it was a lot for a high school drop out. My problem is that I always go to school then get some awesome job then get sucked into to money and drop outta school. That's why it's taking me so long.
I'm a worker, I really like having a job and living my job. It's how I am. But now I don't have a job, just living off student loans and savings so as to avoid the whole dollar seduction. I know my weaknesses I'm not super materialistic or anything. I'm money motivated at work though. it's because i don't take anything from anyone that I like having the ability to earn a proper wage. You know I've never had/let a guy buy me dinner? I never go out on a date with the expectation that the guy will pay because I've never dated a guy who actually wanted to pay. I'm not all demanding about paying for myself, but I always immediately offer and I guess I scare guys and they're afraid to make me mad (which is silly cuz I so don't get mad). Either that or I have only gone out with spineless losers. It's up for grabs.
You know strong girls aren't mean girls. Just so ya know. Strong girls are still girls who like strong boys. I'm SO tired of these stupid boys who want to get spanked and yelled at. I'm sorry. I AM NOT a dominatrix. I could be. I'd be good at it. But I'm not one. Although, I'm not opposed to a little leather and lace when the moods right.
Here's the thing about a strong aries girl...she doesn't need a mental wimp, a programable man-bot, a boy toy if you will. A strong aries girl needs a man who makes her feel safe enough to be vulnerable with him. That's how that goes.
Why am I talkin about this? *scroll up* Oh ok money.....
Yeah so I'm gonna graduate with like $180k in student loans. That's like the price of half of a really nice home. I'm not worried about it because I'm too scared to worry It'll work out though I'm sure. I mean I always knew I'd be here and I'd get to grad school one day. It's just taken me longer than I thought. I only droppd outta high school so I could take the ged and go to college early. Which I did. I've been in one college or another since I was 17 years old. I've gone to 5 schools. A million majors from American Sign Language interpretation to a brief stint at chef school to mortuary science. Ewww....
It's obscenely early. I had to get up to take some medicine. I'm absolutely tired of being sick. But I'm happy that I'm getting better even if it is at a snails pace. You know the confirmation west nile test came back yesterday and I don't have west nile. Even though the doctors all thought it was west nile when I was in the hospital they tested me for everything from lyme disease to Lupus because I didn't have the exactly classic symptoms of west nile....everything on this green earth came back negative. So the conlusion is that no one has any idea what actually is wrong with me, it's just some weird unknown virus. And no one knows when I'll get better. It's going on three weeks now. I kinda wasn't really scared before because at least they knew (i thought) what it was...but now it's like oh yeah, we're clueless. It's scary. I admit, I'm kinda scared now. I've never been this sick this long. Oh well...I'm still super lucky that it's not worse. It can always get worse. So i'm lucky. Glass is half full people!
Wow I really need to shut up.....
possible animal fact:
Polar bear's skin is completely jet black under thier white fur and their fur is hollow like straws. I guess the air fills in the hole in the fur and insulates their body. Or so I have read....
There are SO many movies I wanna see. It's a sin how I've allowed myself to get outta the loop with it all. But you know it's so expensive to see movies. Or maybe I'm just super cheap. But i'm not really. I go to really nice restaurants like Dennys and IHOP all the time. Thats a joke.
I can't afford to go to fancy places like Dennys all the time.
Being in college is cool, but not having a real job making real money sucks. I left a job where I was making almost 60K a year to go back to school. That's not super immpressive, but it was a lot for a high school drop out.
My problem is that I always go to school then get some awesome job then get sucked into to money and drop outta school. That's why it's taking me so long.
I'm a worker, I really like having a job and living my job. It's how I am. But now I don't have a job, just living off student loans and savings so as to avoid the whole dollar seduction. I know my weaknesses
I'm not super materialistic or anything. I'm money motivated at work though. it's because i don't take anything from anyone that I like having the ability to earn a proper wage. You know I've never had/let a guy buy me dinner? I never go out on a date with the expectation that the guy will pay because I've never dated a guy who actually wanted to pay. I'm not all demanding about paying for myself, but I always immediately offer and I guess I scare guys and they're afraid to make me mad (which is silly cuz I so don't get mad). Either that or I have only gone out with spineless losers. It's up for grabs.
You know strong girls aren't mean girls. Just so ya know. Strong girls are still girls who like strong boys. I'm SO tired of these stupid boys who want to get spanked and yelled at. I'm sorry. I AM NOT a dominatrix. I could be. I'd be good at it. But I'm not one. Although, I'm not opposed to a little leather and lace when the moods right.
Here's the thing about a strong aries girl...she doesn't need a mental wimp, a programable man-bot, a boy toy if you will. A strong aries girl needs a man who makes her feel safe enough to be vulnerable with him. That's how that goes.
Why am I talkin about this? *scroll up* Oh ok money.....
Yeah so I'm gonna graduate with like $180k in student loans. That's like the price of half of a really nice home. I'm not worried about it because I'm too scared to worry
It'll work out though I'm sure. I mean I always knew I'd be here and I'd get to grad school one day. It's just taken me longer than I thought. I only droppd outta high school so I could take the ged and go to college early. Which I did. I've been in one college or another since I was 17 years old. I've gone to 5 schools. A million majors from American Sign Language interpretation to a brief stint at chef school to mortuary science. Ewww....
It's obscenely early. I had to get up to take some medicine. I'm absolutely tired of being sick. But I'm happy that I'm getting better even if it is at a snails pace. You know the confirmation west nile test came back yesterday and I don't have west nile. Even though the doctors all thought it was west nile when I was in the hospital they tested me for everything from lyme disease to Lupus because I didn't have the exactly classic symptoms of west nile....everything on this green earth came back negative. So the conlusion is that no one has any idea what actually is wrong with me, it's just some weird unknown virus. And no one knows when I'll get better. It's going on three weeks now. I kinda wasn't really scared before because at least they knew (i thought) what it was...but now it's like oh yeah, we're clueless. It's scary. I admit, I'm kinda scared now. I've never been this sick this long. Oh well...I'm still super lucky that it's not worse. It can always get worse. So i'm lucky. Glass is half full people!
Wow I really need to shut up.....
possible animal fact:
Polar bear's skin is completely jet black under thier white fur and their fur is hollow like straws. I guess the air fills in the hole in the fur and insulates their body. Or so I have read....
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yeah it was great being with my parents and partying with my childhood friends... kind of refreshing, not for the hangover that went after that though...
now i'm back home, ready for work tomorrow!
have a nice end of weekend