sheyva

hey its march 6th and im laying in bed and there is an incredible man next to me. the chemistry is so intense between us i love gazing into his eyes and putting my fingers in his hair ever so gently. he is freaking me out so bad i feel like my heart is getting ready for a heart attack.. my heart has never felt this kinda high that he is giving me. i remember the first night we slept by each other all he did was hold me in his arms and i could feel him breathing on my neck ever so gently since that night i knew i wanted him. i get butterflys in my tummy when he smiles at me and kisses me on my neck. ive been hurt so has everybody once or twice but i totally just want to place my heart in his hands i dont want to freak him out but im so smitten with him and i dont want this feeling to end.. i love the way he touches me the way he kisses me the whole nine yards. he is going to be going on tour saturday morning for a month and i know im going to miss him like crazy. its going to be so hard to sleep with him not next to me... im going to hold him as soon as i am done writing this.. i need him like my own personal brand of heroine.. im so scared of letting another guy in just to hurt me but i think i want to take this risk. it feels like someone put a spell on me im ina daze when im with him sometimes i have to pinch myself to make sure it isnt a dream.. i think i found my prince.