Hello lovely people and perves <3
I have been ridiculously scarce the last while, and for that I must apologise. Life has been keeping me busy, and although I spend a sizable amount of my time on the site, it's never really long enough to write a blog or even look at a whole set in one sitting before I get swept up again and have to go do something else.
What I've been up to:
We've recently started the daunting task of house hunting, and of course that is easier said than done. having a budget makes finding a nice place so hard, either it's a crappy property in a nice area, or when we find one we really like, it's always in a really bad area. bah, if only this was easier.
I've also been busy working on super secret projects, hopefully I can share some of that with you soon.
@missy and @Rambo have been giving the girl's "homework" for the past few weeks in the form of themed blogs, and just like 15 year old high school me, I've been avoiding the absolute crap out of it. So I'll try tackle all 5 subjects in one giant super blog(Oh God, why?)
1.Favorite body part
I had to hink about this one for a while, because I found it pretty hard to choose just one.
I really like my eyes and hands
I have a love-hate relationship with my hip to waist ratio/tallness ( I would say it's one of my favorite parts of my body, but because I am both very tall, and have very wide hips, I have to buy half of my clothes in the plus sized section, which makes finding clothes (mostly pants and tight/short dresses) that I actually like AND fit properly close to impossible)
but if I had to choose a favorite, I probably couldn't choose just one, I am too ridiculously vain to be able to narrow it down to just one. Also, sorry not sorry for using old set pictures instead of taking new ones.
2.What inspired me to become a Suicide Girl?
I think I was 15 or 16 when I first came across Suicidegirls. I had heard about the site a few times before, but at the time I thought it was an alternative modelling site that was for the elite few that were the best in the industry. I did so many google searches (with safe search on, not really knowing what I was doing), and the first image that really stuck was one of @Janedoe, and my best friend and I swore to each other that we'd one day be as awesome as them (the suicidegirls), and then that was mostly the end of that.
Fast forward to a few years back when I started dating my current boyfriend. We randomly got to image searching suicidegirls again (this time without safe search), and although I was a little bit shocked at the vast amount of boobs involved, it intrigued me all over again. It took me another year or two to actually build up the courage to sign up to the site, and I shot my first set with my boyfriend in a hotel where we won a free stay at.
I guess my story isn't as awesome as most, with their stories of beautiful strong minded women, I must admit that the vanity of thousands of admirers is what ultimately drew me in
3.Teach us something interesting
I don't really know what to write about here, I am a terrible teacher. So I'll take suggestions, and make a blog/video of my favorite idea(s)
4.My favorite set and the day I shot it
so far, I'd say that The Wanderer is definitely my favorite so far. The editing process of this set took a few months, and a few times I almost gave up on it, the lighting was so inconsistent while we were shooting, and it made getting everything consistent hell. We had originally planned to shoot in a small lake(?) in the cave a bit further down from where we were shooting, but at the time we were only equipped with a crappy stock zoom lens, and there wasn't enough light to shoot with it. But the unexpected mountain showers made for an even better backdrop. What I love most about this set is that while it isn't the best set around, I loved seeing how both myself and my other half had grown both as people and artists. It was so intimate and spontaneous and unplanned and I loved it.
5.Confess something
This subject is probably one I'm most ashamed about. I've been on this site for about a year and a half now, and I haven't made nearly as many friends with a lot of the girls on this site as I thought I would. I blog-stalk so many of the amazing woman on the site, but I am secretly still terrified of making friends, as I fear that they think I'm lame. and although this site has helped me in leaps and bounds with my confidence, I still feel more comfortable secretly perving and avoiding my irrational, imaginary fear of rejection.
6.How has SG changed my life?
Continuing from the last point, I have a horrible case of social anxiety. the thought of going up to someone to introduce myself is enough to send myself into a state of panic. but it has been getting better, thanks to the site. I feel much more confident, I went to a party where I knew no one AND actually had entire conversations with complete strangers. I started cosplaying, which would have been my worst nightmare a few years back, and I really enjoyed it. Although I still have a long way to go, I feel that i'm improving everyday and can't help but feel that I wouldn't be where I am today without the overwhelming support I get from the community here. <3
And I think that covers everything? I'll add a picture of my boobs for good measure
xxx
Shev
