I been uptown
I been downtown
I been all around
I've had money
I've had guns
But I never been so broke that I couldn't leave town
I'm a changeling
See me change
It has been brought to my attention as of late that some of the "lead servers" at my job are a bit miffed that I always get good shifts and good stations....
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I been downtown
I been all around
I've had money
I've had guns
But I never been so broke that I couldn't leave town
I'm a changeling
See me change
It has been brought to my attention as of late that some of the "lead servers" at my job are a bit miffed that I always get good shifts and good stations....
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Poor Otis dead and gone
Left me here to sing his song
Pretty little girl with a red dress on
Poor Otis dead and gone
That song has been going on in my head all day for some reason.
Reason 579430653904 I don't understand girls:
I tend to dye my hair from time to time, I like it to be redder than my natural shade....
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Left me here to sing his song
Pretty little girl with a red dress on
Poor Otis dead and gone
That song has been going on in my head all day for some reason.
Reason 579430653904 I don't understand girls:
I tend to dye my hair from time to time, I like it to be redder than my natural shade....
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uncognitive:
I'm giving it my best shot. 
eternalpain75:
Kitty is getting big, and hes still a menace.
I'd rather not talk about myself, nothing good can be said.
I'd rather not talk about myself, nothing good can be said.
"WE'RE JUST SO WORRIED ABOUT YOU SHAN"
This is the phrase I am constantly hearing from my mom and my aunt. For some reason they both think I am some anxiety ridden loose cannon on the way to the poor house. Don't they know they are the main cause of my anxiety? It a sad day indeed when I, the perpetual black sheep, is the...
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This is the phrase I am constantly hearing from my mom and my aunt. For some reason they both think I am some anxiety ridden loose cannon on the way to the poor house. Don't they know they are the main cause of my anxiety? It a sad day indeed when I, the perpetual black sheep, is the...
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koala:
I am having a wonderful weekend! Last night I celebrated 5 different friends birthdays so we partied like rock stars in Hollywood. It was awesome
How are you doing? How has your weekend been so far?
I hope all is well!
How are you doing? How has your weekend been so far?
I hope all is well!
uncognitive:
That is motivation enough to make me try and stay healthy. I'd hate to see my journal comment count dip below the double digits, and I do enjoy taking up your valuable non-work time.
So, my apartment is at the back of my complex, and it backs up to another complex that is not bad, but kinda skeevy, if that is a word. Tonight I got to hear a very dramatic domestic disturbance, and I would like to share that with you, if I may.
Her: Fuck you!
Him: Fuck you!
Her: Fuck you, motherfucker!
Him: Fuck you, stupid...
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Her: Fuck you!
Him: Fuck you!
Her: Fuck you, motherfucker!
Him: Fuck you, stupid...
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marginwalker2002:
I used to LOVE sitting on the porch and watching it storm. It was one of the things I used to do with my dad. We'd just chill and talk while drinking a beer and watching the rain / lightning. Loved that.
Don't get to do much of it in San Diego, though.
And I totally wish I had been in that lead car (not honking, of course
) while your dog had pantsed you
Also, good on you for calling 5-0.
Don't get to do much of it in San Diego, though.
And I totally wish I had been in that lead car (not honking, of course
) while your dog had pantsed you
Also, good on you for calling 5-0.
marginwalker2002:
And good to hear from you as well
An Amusing Day
So I wake up today and the first thing I see is my cat's ass in my face, why do they do that? I got dressed and took my pup out for a walk. Along the way, my ear started itching, so I scratched it. Soon after, I notice people looking at me like I was nuts, but I thought it was...
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So I wake up today and the first thing I see is my cat's ass in my face, why do they do that? I got dressed and took my pup out for a walk. Along the way, my ear started itching, so I scratched it. Soon after, I notice people looking at me like I was nuts, but I thought it was...
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huntersmencken:
SILENT SCREAM
I'm the cobwebbed stairs, the ancient bones
I'm the shadow rippling cobblestones,
I'm the stagnant swamp, the black lagoon
I'm the branches scratching at the moon
I'm the funeral service, the unknown mourner
I'm the demon cowering in the corner
I'm the sexton's spade, the new thrown clay
I'm what's left when they walk away
I'm the ebony coffin, satin lining
Pale thin lips in the back room dying
Pale thin lips in the back room dying
I'm the walking dead, the fly by night
I'm the last of the fading light
In the unbarred door, the open encasement
I'm the stairs leading down to the basement
The four post bed, the let down hair
I'm the cross that you forgot to wear
I'm the highest voltage, the shining slab
The crack of midnight in the doctor's lab
I'm the night before, the morning after
Echoing of the baron's laughter
Echoing of the baron's laughter
I'm Jonathan Harker, I'm Lucy's trance
Elegant count's hypnotic glance
I'm the wooden mallet, the sharpened stake
I'm the precautions you forgot to take
I'm the mummy's curse, the passing bell
I'm the fortune they wouldn't tell
I'm pyromania, Transylvania
I'm out of breath, I'm worse than death
I'm the late night air, exhilarating
I'm with you in the darkness, waiting
I'm the cobwebbed stairs, the ancient bones
I'm the shadow rippling cobblestones,
I'm the stagnant swamp, the black lagoon
I'm the branches scratching at the moon
I'm the funeral service, the unknown mourner
I'm the demon cowering in the corner
I'm the sexton's spade, the new thrown clay
I'm what's left when they walk away
I'm the ebony coffin, satin lining
Pale thin lips in the back room dying
Pale thin lips in the back room dying
I'm the walking dead, the fly by night
I'm the last of the fading light
In the unbarred door, the open encasement
I'm the stairs leading down to the basement
The four post bed, the let down hair
I'm the cross that you forgot to wear
I'm the highest voltage, the shining slab
The crack of midnight in the doctor's lab
I'm the night before, the morning after
Echoing of the baron's laughter
Echoing of the baron's laughter
I'm Jonathan Harker, I'm Lucy's trance
Elegant count's hypnotic glance
I'm the wooden mallet, the sharpened stake
I'm the precautions you forgot to take
I'm the mummy's curse, the passing bell
I'm the fortune they wouldn't tell
I'm pyromania, Transylvania
I'm out of breath, I'm worse than death
I'm the late night air, exhilarating
I'm with you in the darkness, waiting
huntersmencken:
Thank you. Thank you very much.
I have to admit that I googled for the character string and don't know if I've ever heard the song, so I geeked my way to the solution. Now my goal is to listen to the music and not just read the words. That said, the line "I'm the precautions you forgot to take" is quite compelling, and it totally suits your profile pic.
I have to admit that I googled for the character string and don't know if I've ever heard the song, so I geeked my way to the solution. Now my goal is to listen to the music and not just read the words. That said, the line "I'm the precautions you forgot to take" is quite compelling, and it totally suits your profile pic.
It is a running joke at my work about how I never go out. Every night I work with these people, some I like, most I don't, and we all make tons of cash and they go out and blow it at the bars. They always invite me, I never go. Partly because I don't want to hang out with them, and partly because the...
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fallingvictim:
i am the same way, i hate going out to bars and the like....i just think it is a lot better to get shit faced in the pleasure of a house or whatever. instead of having to deal with lines and stupid college frat boys begging the bar tender for attintion.
we still have not met but i am sure it will not just be a one time thing!
we still have not met but i am sure it will not just be a one time thing!
eternalpain75:
I'm my own worest enemy also.
You are very pretty and intelligent, but the only one that can make you belive it is yourself. Your brain is like a computer, it runs off of the information you give it. Every time you start to pick yourself apart, just dismiss it, be stubborn, and convince yourself you are the shit. Anti virus sofware for the mind. It dosen't matter if anyone else belives it, only that you do. We are all born with different faces and body shapes, that for the most part we have to accept. You can modify the outside with tattoos and such, you can also modify the way you think.
I need to take my own advice though. I took a turn to negative town and am having trouble finding my way back.
For what its worth I think your great
You are very pretty and intelligent, but the only one that can make you belive it is yourself. Your brain is like a computer, it runs off of the information you give it. Every time you start to pick yourself apart, just dismiss it, be stubborn, and convince yourself you are the shit. Anti virus sofware for the mind. It dosen't matter if anyone else belives it, only that you do. We are all born with different faces and body shapes, that for the most part we have to accept. You can modify the outside with tattoos and such, you can also modify the way you think.
I need to take my own advice though. I took a turn to negative town and am having trouble finding my way back.
For what its worth I think your great
RAMBLING AHEAD, DEAL WITH IT OR LEAVE ME ALONE
I just had lunch with my aunt, goddamn she is a fucking class act. She asked me if I knew anyone that sold Xanax, she is digging it lately, and hell, I work in a restaurant, shouldn't be a problem. I can hook a bitch up.
It was pouring rain when we left, and the wine...
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I just had lunch with my aunt, goddamn she is a fucking class act. She asked me if I knew anyone that sold Xanax, she is digging it lately, and hell, I work in a restaurant, shouldn't be a problem. I can hook a bitch up.
It was pouring rain when we left, and the wine...
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jena:
Foxy new picture! It's a fancy record cover!
Am I not dead on about Patti? Shit. I'm glad I'm not the only one.
She is a lovely person.
I really hope they not only catch that person, but that someone murders him on the courtroom steps. Fucking hell.
Am I not dead on about Patti? Shit. I'm glad I'm not the only one.
She is a lovely person.
I really hope they not only catch that person, but that someone murders him on the courtroom steps. Fucking hell.
jaggy:
i hope you're wound down now.
i bought myself a bottle of crown ...fancy bag and all. i could use it as a man-purse.
...sounds like i just wrote you a poem.
i bought myself a bottle of crown ...fancy bag and all. i could use it as a man-purse.
...sounds like i just wrote you a poem.
Finally got my bill from my little jaunt to the emergency room, that is going to run me $3467.74.
Just did my taxes, I owe $1403.00.
How dare the hospital send me such a bill, knowing full well I suffer from "anxiety".
Other than that, I seem to be fucking up in every aspect of my life, in every way possible.
Now I have to...
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Just did my taxes, I owe $1403.00.
How dare the hospital send me such a bill, knowing full well I suffer from "anxiety".
Other than that, I seem to be fucking up in every aspect of my life, in every way possible.
Now I have to...
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kingskottie:
doodle... hey... i'm on line now... you doing ok?
kingskottie:
"fabulous"!? what happened!?
So it is technically St. Patrick's day, and I am 100% Irish, so I can justify drinking lots of beer tonight, right? I promise I will go running tomorrow, to prevent becoming more of a moo-cow than I already am. 
Oh, and fuck all that happy pretty shit from my last post, that is gone and forgotten. But I am cool with it, so it's...
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Oh, and fuck all that happy pretty shit from my last post, that is gone and forgotten. But I am cool with it, so it's...
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stuntchef:
Happy St. Patrick's Day!! Tabhair pg dom, tim ireannach !
jaggy:
50% irish here. and 50% crazed mexican . and they were all at my house today. all fucked up including my crazy drunk ass mom who was fighting with my dad the whole fuckin time. i like watching my white irish red-headed dad curse in spanish. you dont see that shit on tv.
so much for happiness. fuck it.
so much for happiness. fuck it.
Tonight
I am happy
Sleepy
I feel pretty
I am thinking I am going to get a good night's sleep
But mostly
I feel happy
I am happy
Sleepy
I feel pretty
I am thinking I am going to get a good night's sleep
But mostly
I feel happy
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jaggy:
i like when the doodle is happy.
i'll hold back the world and the assholes of the whole universe, while you bathe in happiness on earth tonight.
i like when the doodle is happy.
i'll hold back the world and the assholes of the whole universe, while you bathe in happiness on earth tonight.
atomh8:
I'm glad your feeling good. Any particular reason?
PS: Thanks for the b-day wishes.
PS: Thanks for the b-day wishes.
How about this one
I looked at you
You looked at me
I smiled at you
You smiled at me
Now we're on our way, no we can't turn back
talk to you tomorrow! (today?)