I watched the movie Shortbus the other night, and found it totally hot 
Does that make me a pervert? Eh, so be it....
Things at work have been really weird lately, I am getting the vibe that a lot of people don't like me anymore. I think it pisses a lot of my coworkers off that I see through their bullshit facade, and call them out on it. I cannot stand fake people, and I guess my words and actions have let that show lately. I am the kind of person that says what is on my mind, and sometimes do so without so much tact. A good rule to follow with me is don't ask me a question about something if you really don't want to hear the answer. I guess it wouldn't kill me to keep my yap shut sometimes, but I really don't see that happening.
In happier news, and old and very dear friend called me yesterday, and we have plans to have dinner soon. He and I are the kind of friends that can go a year or more without talking, and then when we get together it's like we just pick up where we left off. He was the first good friend I made in Austin, and dear god we have had some wild times. I do love me some gay boys
I am going to do some serious thinking about my life, something is just not right and I need to figure it out. Some aspects I will examine include:
Figuring out why I have next to no self control when it comes to anything I like.
Hammering the fact that I am my own worst critic into my head.
Why I make some really bad choices sometimes
Why I have totally slacked on taking care of myself
What makes me happy, and why
Where to go from here
Monday morning edit: Just got a message from the aforementioned "dear friend" blowing off our plans for dinner without giving a reason. I am not going to call him back because I know I would be really cunty to him. I tend to be that way when my feelings get hurt. So I am going to obsessively clean my house and then watch mind numbing tv all night. Fuck I need to get out of this house
Does that make me a pervert? Eh, so be it.... Things at work have been really weird lately, I am getting the vibe that a lot of people don't like me anymore. I think it pisses a lot of my coworkers off that I see through their bullshit facade, and call them out on it. I cannot stand fake people, and I guess my words and actions have let that show lately. I am the kind of person that says what is on my mind, and sometimes do so without so much tact. A good rule to follow with me is don't ask me a question about something if you really don't want to hear the answer. I guess it wouldn't kill me to keep my yap shut sometimes, but I really don't see that happening.
In happier news, and old and very dear friend called me yesterday, and we have plans to have dinner soon. He and I are the kind of friends that can go a year or more without talking, and then when we get together it's like we just pick up where we left off. He was the first good friend I made in Austin, and dear god we have had some wild times. I do love me some gay boys
I am going to do some serious thinking about my life, something is just not right and I need to figure it out. Some aspects I will examine include:
Figuring out why I have next to no self control when it comes to anything I like.
Hammering the fact that I am my own worst critic into my head.
Why I make some really bad choices sometimes
Why I have totally slacked on taking care of myself
What makes me happy, and why
Where to go from here
Monday morning edit: Just got a message from the aforementioned "dear friend" blowing off our plans for dinner without giving a reason. I am not going to call him back because I know I would be really cunty to him. I tend to be that way when my feelings get hurt. So I am going to obsessively clean my house and then watch mind numbing tv all night. Fuck I need to get out of this house
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yes he was, and he sure needed some water.