ok its getting out of hand, all my posts, and all my conversations are revolving around my want/need for sex right now.
i apologize.
kind of...
i apologize.
kind of...
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i had this great topic that i wanted to write about. not just for y'all, just just so i could get it off my chest and into words.
now i of course forget what it was... damn it.
im frustrated for multiple reasons. that, and i need to get some from something other than my hand and/or my vibrator.
now i of course forget what it was... damn it.
im frustrated for multiple reasons. that, and i need to get some from something other than my hand and/or my vibrator.
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g_money:
BTW i love the supa' man underoo's where can i get a pair in my size???....
neodrunk:
I haven't killed myself either. However did get tossed in the hospital for the first time last year! Yeah... that was no fun.
its a small world after all.
it seems like everyone i know/meet, im aready connected to, because they know my friends.
on another note. i had a blast dancin' it up to some rockin' tunes last night with the most beautiful girl in the world.
it seems like everyone i know/meet, im aready connected to, because they know my friends.
on another note. i had a blast dancin' it up to some rockin' tunes last night with the most beautiful girl in the world.
thecowboy:
impossible..my mom was im stillwater last nite.
prs2000:
6 degrees of separation from anyone right? how are you connected to kevin bacon?
i feel so out of it in milwaukee.
maybe its because my stupid ex is trying to get me to go out to lunch with him.
maybe its because the bartender i used to be in love with goes out of his way to not look me in the eye, then when he does its apparent that its all still there.
maybe its because im...
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maybe its because my stupid ex is trying to get me to go out to lunch with him.
maybe its because the bartender i used to be in love with goes out of his way to not look me in the eye, then when he does its apparent that its all still there.
maybe its because im...
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black_tar_heroin:
HANGING OUT WITH EX ANYTHING IS POINTLESS
nikki_darling:
indeed. Especially the stupid ones. 
Do you want to be tip girl with me?? yesyesyes say you will!
If you don't wanna, you should still come to my pre-show dress up party that i am tentatively planning!!
Do you want to be tip girl with me?? yesyesyes say you will!
If you don't wanna, you should still come to my pre-show dress up party that i am tentatively planning!!
the hair cut... oh my.
well its fixed now. it looks better than it had, but i miss they way it looked before.
plus on top of that i went to dye it the same day at the fix-up, and apparently my hair is anti dye suddenly. it turned all kinds of colors, all kinds but those that it was supposed to that is.
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well its fixed now. it looks better than it had, but i miss they way it looked before.
plus on top of that i went to dye it the same day at the fix-up, and apparently my hair is anti dye suddenly. it turned all kinds of colors, all kinds but those that it was supposed to that is.
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xaqary:
---------------Binge Drinking-------------
10:00pm
Went to the Dinkytowner at 10 to see POS and Cecil Otter---
10:40pm
Felling a little goofy--I'm a charming conversationalist-4 Jamesons, 3 Beers deep.
12:00am
Slowin' down a little-Everyone Loves me. I'm 8 feet tall. 5 Jamesons, 5 beers
1:00am
Calling friends I havent seen in years just to say hi...at 1am. 5 Jamesons, 6 beers.
1:30am
In St. Louis Park in a train yard sitting between huge silos. I cant be sure of my own name. Everyone looks a little fuzzy and confused when I talk or move.
5 Jamesons, 5 beers, few hits of weed.
2:00am
Lost everyone I came with in favor of wandering the train yard. Train passes. Break into a dead sprint and hop the train. No more booze. I'm holding with what I got.
2:30
Still on the train. Wondering if this was all such a good idea after all. Figured that better to just stick it out now. To far from everyone and the car. Best to just wait till the next major city. Looks pretty remote here..
2:40
Phone rings. "where the hell are you?!?" "On a train, where are you?" Train starts to pick up speed..Its the last chance to get off now. *dives*
3:30am
Phone battery dies. I cant find anyone. Been walking for almost a hour. Starting to lose faith that bad things like this always work out. The posiblity that I may never again see friends and loved ones is now very real.
4:20am
Railroad cop finds me ambling down the tracks. Informs me that my friends are looking for me...about 5 miles back.
9:00am
Wake up to the sun flooding in the room and a headache that rivals a gunshot wound in pain. Writing in black felt marker all down my forearm reads
Poor Impulse Control
No idea how it got there.
10:00pm
Went to the Dinkytowner at 10 to see POS and Cecil Otter---
10:40pm
Felling a little goofy--I'm a charming conversationalist-4 Jamesons, 3 Beers deep.
12:00am
Slowin' down a little-Everyone Loves me. I'm 8 feet tall. 5 Jamesons, 5 beers
1:00am
Calling friends I havent seen in years just to say hi...at 1am. 5 Jamesons, 6 beers.
1:30am
In St. Louis Park in a train yard sitting between huge silos. I cant be sure of my own name. Everyone looks a little fuzzy and confused when I talk or move.
5 Jamesons, 5 beers, few hits of weed.
2:00am
Lost everyone I came with in favor of wandering the train yard. Train passes. Break into a dead sprint and hop the train. No more booze. I'm holding with what I got.
2:30
Still on the train. Wondering if this was all such a good idea after all. Figured that better to just stick it out now. To far from everyone and the car. Best to just wait till the next major city. Looks pretty remote here..
2:40
Phone rings. "where the hell are you?!?" "On a train, where are you?" Train starts to pick up speed..Its the last chance to get off now. *dives*
3:30am
Phone battery dies. I cant find anyone. Been walking for almost a hour. Starting to lose faith that bad things like this always work out. The posiblity that I may never again see friends and loved ones is now very real.
4:20am
Railroad cop finds me ambling down the tracks. Informs me that my friends are looking for me...about 5 miles back.
9:00am
Wake up to the sun flooding in the room and a headache that rivals a gunshot wound in pain. Writing in black felt marker all down my forearm reads
Poor Impulse Control
No idea how it got there.
xaqary:
your going down next time I see you sister-Drink Off 2004
im getting my hair done today. im a little nervous. im getting a trim gone wrong, fixed up.
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scoots:
im dying to know the outcome of the trim fix????
thefall:
hows the mil treatin ya?
apparently the combo of lifting weights (when you havent in a long while) and drinking copious amounts of liquor equals a sore, really tired morning... who knew?
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loveisnice:
blah down with minneapolis, up with St. Paul.
Nevermind the hating, I just do that for attention. Here's from one local to another, yah.
Have yourself a merry little new years
Nevermind the hating, I just do that for attention. Here's from one local to another, yah.
Have yourself a merry little new years
violentlyhappy:
the worst part is, the 2nd day you'll feel even worse.
and yes, winter blows!
and yes, winter blows!
merry two days before my (and _clyde_'s birthday!!
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thecowboy:
happy birthday..uhhhhhhh, spankins?
scoots:
i bought you a ")" for your birthday - I thought maybe you could use it in your journal.
please tell me im not the only masochist here who performs her own brazilian waxes.
im beginning to question my judgement.
im beginning to question my judgement.
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black_tar_heroin:
I GIVE MYSELF THE OLOFF SNICKERDOODLE EVERYWEEK.
galen:
Ahh... another masochist... nice.
Um, waxing? No... but i keep trying to bite myself on the neck at just the right time.
Merry Christmas
Um, waxing? No... but i keep trying to bite myself on the neck at just the right time.
Merry Christmas
for a limited time only, shitty camera phone pics of the process and products of the preserved uvula and anorexic ballerina sculptures!
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lucky105:
I think it's just the rubberness. Don't get me wrong though, I still think she's cool. 
I get my ass kicked in the feats of strength every year.
I get my ass kicked in the feats of strength every year.
thefall:
like i said, silly girl.
-MeatWad-