Wow, how the rain pours when the clothes fall - I Love Men.......So my toking has me going on broke and it's become a closet habit, I'm so damn proud yet secretive of it. Gotta be. But I'm motivated, my modern day copilot has suggested to take it slow if i mean it -
And STOP
Take 4 days OFF
If after 4 days, I cant stay OFF FOR THE NEXT 3,
I'm WORTHLESS
He used an ambiguous reference, not saying I'm worthless of course, and this makes for a good start. My verbal cue echoes inside my head all day and I feel like making the change to be clean(er) before I'm stuck in my hell for real. Get rolled, get caught up, get lost, get too lame and penniless.
My salary is gone. I am 23 and working at an office for Far Too Much money than I'm worth to them with the skills I don't have. The college degrees? Nope. I guess they hired me cause I'm SPECIAL
Too bad I cant still be working this gig......I Fell off a roof, but I stayed in one piece....I am fixed now....Why not? I wish I would go back to porn but I've got to get me together first. Priorities suck, real life sucks, SOBRIETY? SUCKS!!!
damn it
And STOP
Take 4 days OFF
If after 4 days, I cant stay OFF FOR THE NEXT 3,
I'm WORTHLESS
He used an ambiguous reference, not saying I'm worthless of course, and this makes for a good start. My verbal cue echoes inside my head all day and I feel like making the change to be clean(er) before I'm stuck in my hell for real. Get rolled, get caught up, get lost, get too lame and penniless.
My salary is gone. I am 23 and working at an office for Far Too Much money than I'm worth to them with the skills I don't have. The college degrees? Nope. I guess they hired me cause I'm SPECIAL
Too bad I cant still be working this gig......I Fell off a roof, but I stayed in one piece....I am fixed now....Why not? I wish I would go back to porn but I've got to get me together first. Priorities suck, real life sucks, SOBRIETY? SUCKS!!!
damn it