sherrillee

thanks
the game went great Troy beat North Texas 45 to 7, and we are still at the top of the Sunbelt Conference

I think that now I have someone to work out with, the gym thing will be easier for me..I just hated going by myself, and I had no motivation...ok, well...I did want to lose weight, but the problem was, my ex-husband. He always made me feel shitty for bieng "fat"...right before we got together, I was tiny...115 lbs. (I dont even remember what thats like)..after we got together, I guesws I felt "secure" so I got comfy, and some wieght came on, not a ton, but a bit, nothig top worry too much about...but as the years dragged on, and I became less active, and was on medication that has had wieght gain as a side effect, I slapped on another 50...of course, my ex, bieng the ass that he is...always found a way top make me feel like shit...and at the time, I was trying to "find" myself, trying to boost my self-esteem, but he found a way to tear me down...it got to the point where I figured, well...he is supposed to love me no matter what and if he cant, then why bother...so no excersize, couch potato, internet all day long...eating way way way too much...it was horrible.

Now that I am with someone who truly loves me for me...I feel happier, and motivated...not just to lose some weight, but to get healthy...I have someone who is an active person, and I want to be able to keep up with him, and his 3 year old too!....The thing is, he has told me that even if I didnt lose any more wieght, he wouldnt care, he just wants me healthy and happy...and that he loves my body the way it is...thats been one hell of a road to get over when you have low self-esteem, but he has enabled me to finally fall in love wih my body the way that it is...he even told me that he loves my belly, and will be kind of sad to see it go...those things right there make me feel wonderful!....I do want to drop a bit more weight, but not a ton...I love my curves, and dont want to lose those...bieng healthy to me is more important, and I feel that the weight will come off as needed...I am not going to rush it, because I do want to be able to manage it well.

A long road, no doubt, but one I am ready for!

Hi sexy, thanks for the message...I am going to go check out those books!

Phoenixgirl told me about you so I thought I'd say hi.

Halloween is definatly the best holiday of the year. We're both trying to find a way to celebrate this year. Got any ideas?

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