in my exploration this morning, at my favorite section of the local bookstore, I ran across this little book called "Porn for Women".
I just about died laughing. I've enclosed a pic for your viewing pleasure.....
OH YEAH, BABY! That's HOT!
I just about died laughing. I've enclosed a pic for your viewing pleasure.....
OH YEAH, BABY! That's HOT!
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I agree with you, there are many different forms of love, and at one time, I know Wylde and I loved our ex's in some fashion, we would both be lying if we said we didn't. Was it the major love, that unconditional love that we had craved and didnt quite realize we werent getting?...I believe so. Yes, there was guilt when I left - tremndous guilt, its natural to feel that way, especially after spending so long with him, but I had to do what was right for me, and in the long run, it was right for him too, even though he might not have realized it, and from what I hear through the grapevine he still quite has yet to realize it....I guess it will just take him longer.
With Wylde, it wasnt just a thunderbolt, it was the most intense thing, I almost can't describe it...I knew I had to be with him, and that literally my life, everything, depended on it, and I could feel it coming from him spirit as well, it was completely overwhelming and amazing...it was something that was just going to happen, and it's just the way the spirits were leading us...it was meant to be, and it's not just love, but it is so much more than that. It's a seep soul-binding connection, a complete commitment that cannot be broke, best freinds, lovers, confidants, all that and more...it's just everything...Everything that I was longing for for many years, and finally found in him.
You also said...
So the real question is "Why wasn't he good enough for you?"
I have never even looked at it that way, and it is an interesting view on the
whole thing that I am going to have to think about, maybe Wylde should as well.
This last week, bringing all this stuff up, not just with my ex, but with Wylde's too...has really re-opened my eyes to many things, and has me looking at it all with a fresh view, so I thank you for that, I didn't realize that I needed it, but I did.