shely

So my life has been pretty boring.
except for the fact that my love life has been pretty weird and that it took me some time to make up my mind when the answer was right in front of me. i was looking for something that was missing in my relashionship without even trying to make it work and talk things out. we did and it's even better now. i love my fianc and i really miss her now that we dont live together anymore. but i guess it's a good thing. i've miss that feeling of missing her. she's the love of my life and i've never been more sure about it. I'm just way too scared to love and to be loved, to be fucked over just like everybody else seem to be doing. it's just really confusing how people cheat and stuff like that. i feel really old school and grumpy because it seems i'm the only one here to be revolted about it.
but anyways, my life is good now. still looking for a job but it's moving quite quickly. i love my girlfriend, my anxiety has been MIA for 5 days now. i go out and feel good and i'm trying to stay positive and see the bright side of things even when it seems impossible.



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