shely

First and who knows, maybe the last post of 2013!
I hope y'all had a great time spending christmas and new years eve with your loved ones.
I personally enjoyed every single moment and i had a great time.
I got to spend christmas with my beautiful, amazing and perfect girlfriend. I'm so thankful to have found her and to share my life with such an amazing person.
I also got to spend new year's eve with my loving friends who i wont get to see that much anymore since i'll be moving to a totally different city in like two weeks to live with my girlfriend, which is a two hour ride from Paris.
True friends make you forget all your problems just by smiling and talking, they are the most amazing friends ever and it took me a long time to realize that. i just love them and i'll miss them.





Since 2012 is now behind us and that the end of the world didnt happen (thanks for freaking us out for no reason motherfuckers) i thought i would just make a little recap of my year, as everyone knows that i'm a big nostalgic bitch. enjoy



Life is full of surprises, ups, downs, middles and it's pretty much a battle everyday to get through what you have to go through to make you as you are. i've been going through anxiety and depression a lot this past year and i've come to the conclusion that i pretty much have to live with it but it doesnt have to be hell everyday. I realized that i was a person before a freak, brains before a phobia and that my life was good enough not to let little crap get me down the depression road.
as i said, life is full of surprises and just when i thought there was nothing left i could do, that i wasnt good enough for anyone, life surprises me with the most amazing girl. We've only been together for 4 months but already been through some major downs but the ups are totally worth the fights. we've been better and working on things. I never believe in "the one/the love of my life" type of shit but now that i've met her, i found myself thinking about mariage and a life together. We'll be moving in together in 1 or 2 weeks and i just cant wait to start a life with her. It wont be easy and there will be bumps down the road but she's the one i wanna spend my life with and nothing will stop me this time. Even people saying "you'll come back really quick, you've always done that", well fuck you, i dont have anything to prove to anyone but to myself.



My life starts now. No resolutions, just efforts.

Hope 2013 brings you everything you've ever wished for and happiness and health.

Thank you all for your wonderful messages and comments of support through the years, you've been more than amazing and it has helped me more than you could ever believe.
I love you all

Shely


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