i totally feel like blogging right now.
My very new girlfriend is still sleeping.
I've never felt so safe with someone before. She makes me feel like i'm the only one that matters and that she has eyes for and for some reason, i believe her this time. I used to think that it was bullshit. that people sweet talk all the time and never meant it. But this time it's different. I really feel that she likes me and it makes me feel alive.
i know i've been talking alot about love, girlfriends and that i've been complaining alot throughout my blogs since i ever gotten here, but this time, i dont wanna complain. I have a hard time finding a job, though she's pushing me to the top and she makes me wanna be better. For myself.
i've never found someone i could actually talk to and feel like they cared enough (love wise)
I've only known her for 2 weeks and she already makes me more than happy.
On another note, i smoke way too much. I go to bed smoking and wake up smoking. I dont really know if it worries me, but i should probably quit or reduce my consomation. shit's scary.
I really wanted to write down my thoughts but i have so many, i'm stuck here, trying to think about how i feel but i feel so good, all the rest is flying away.
Oh and periods suck!!! yeah, i sound like a teenage girl in rebellion.
some pictures:
the girl who makes my heart race everytime she walks through a room.
tumblr
flickr
instagram : maureenmills
My very new girlfriend is still sleeping.
I've never felt so safe with someone before. She makes me feel like i'm the only one that matters and that she has eyes for and for some reason, i believe her this time. I used to think that it was bullshit. that people sweet talk all the time and never meant it. But this time it's different. I really feel that she likes me and it makes me feel alive.
i know i've been talking alot about love, girlfriends and that i've been complaining alot throughout my blogs since i ever gotten here, but this time, i dont wanna complain. I have a hard time finding a job, though she's pushing me to the top and she makes me wanna be better. For myself.
i've never found someone i could actually talk to and feel like they cared enough (love wise)
I've only known her for 2 weeks and she already makes me more than happy.
On another note, i smoke way too much. I go to bed smoking and wake up smoking. I dont really know if it worries me, but i should probably quit or reduce my consomation. shit's scary.
I really wanted to write down my thoughts but i have so many, i'm stuck here, trying to think about how i feel but i feel so good, all the rest is flying away.
Oh and periods suck!!! yeah, i sound like a teenage girl in rebellion.
some pictures:
the girl who makes my heart race everytime she walks through a room.
tumblr
flickr
instagram : maureenmills
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Smoking is a choice, and it's up to you what you want to do. Quitting smoking is hard, I relapse every now and then, but not chaining a pack like I used to. I would say, quit, but you have to want to quit. I've tried so many times when I didn't want to and failed miserably. If not, reduce
And thank you