shely

#nowplaying Florence + the machine - only if for a night

i've been feeling like crap most of the time these past few days, as you could see.
my anxieties are playing games i dont like. they keep me from eating normally but when i see my girlfriend everything's gone and i forget about it all. the anxiety goes away.
I almost broke up with her last night. got into an argument about the fact that i'll be going to see my ex girlfriend for 3 days in Lille on sunday (which is now my bestfriend/family/sister and not someone i'm into anymore. anyways. it's all good now and i'm in love.

i've been working out a lot and i guess it shoes. i feel alot better about myself as well.
i really dont know what to say, dont even know why i'm blogging at this point.

I wont be shooting any more sets, so dont bother asking me if i will, i wont. i use this account to write about my life where no one i know can really read it except for my friend babeejane who will be leaving next monday to go to Portugal and who will be missed like fuck.

alright, now some pictures.


i've been working out alot


been hanging out with these two alot


i've been trying to finish that fucking horse despite the pain.


couldnt do it, will be finished on the 11th haha


my girlfriend's the cuttest cotton candy princess


we've been shooting


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