shely

I caved in. just as easy as that.




also, i'm going to the bank today to get a loan to buy my new camera for my school studies.
cant wait to finally own it, even though i could probably get both my legs tattoo for that price. haha
i'll also get a carrousel's horse tattooed on my arm real soon with that money. yeaaaah buddy!
i'm finally kind of settled in my relationship. as you may have read, i was getting involved with a girl who was already in a relationship. i broke down, felt terrible about myself. eventually, i got mad at her and told her she couldnt have us both so she decided she wanted to be with me. for many reasons, she wanted to break up with her girlfriend for a long time but didnt have the balls to do it, thinking she would ever change.
so now it's official, she's mine, i'm hers. i dont think that what i'm doing is a good thing, i know that she could do the exact same thing to me, that she's no good for me, but fuck it, life is short, i'll suffer if i have to learn my lesson. but for now, i'm happy, i wanna make her happy and that's all that matters.
final dot.
thank you for your sweet support comments and messages, that was really cute and i'm greatful to have cyber-"friends" like you to give me good advices like that (that i dont even take haha) but i know you're right.



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