shely

just came by to say that i wont be posing for any set anymore. As much as it has helped me in the past with my eating disorder, self confidence and so many other stuff, i dont feel like doing it anymore. Studying photography has made my realize that i love taking pictures, i love the feeling i get when i shoot someone and words cant really describe that feeling but i know for sure how uncomfortable i feel when i'm the one that's in front of the camera. And i guess it shows.
So i guess since i 'm not getting naked anymore, i wont be that interesting to read but i'll still come and blog every now and then, whenever i feel like putting my feelings to words.
Like right this moment i'm developping feelings for a close friend of mine who has a girlfriend and who i'd never thought i'd fall for. i dream of him and my heart races when i'm near him. I definitely CAN'T tell him that because i dont want to be a bitch and cause troubles in his relationship with his girlfriend. things like that suck!! fo sho.
On another note, i'm getting my fisheye lens in the mail later today, can't wait.
i dont really know what else to say except that i feel good in my life these days. all i need to do left is get a job.
help. haha

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