i've been feeling pretty depressed these past few days and i've been thinking; either i kill myself in a really quick way and get it over with, OR, do something crazy.
i opted for the less stupid one; do something crazy. i'm gonna go get my knuckles tattooed. some people say once you've done it, you're life is pretty much over. no more jobs, no more social life (yeah, i've heard that one) but i've always wanted to do it and i think (in a weird way and for some reason) it could be therapeutic for me.
my tattooist wont tattoo hands nor faces but i already have hand tattoos and he knows how much i've wanted this and thought through it so i really hope he agrees to do it.
it'll just say "Damaged" with a broken heart on the last finger. it will definitely be the tattoo that represents me the most and the most meaningful one can get.
my love life is crapy, as in real shitty as in tomorrow's valentine's day and i hate it and stuff, but weirdly enough, for a second last night i thought about going to visit my ex girlfriend on Vday; stupid i know.
but i wont.
so yeah, new tattoo, shitty love life, i need sex, OH and i'm going back to school in september (i guess) to study photography. i've always wanted to do it but never went through with it. i think now is the time for me to take control of my life for good.
oh and i'll be shooting a new set really soon, more details on my next blog.
now some pix and i'm outta here.
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i opted for the less stupid one; do something crazy. i'm gonna go get my knuckles tattooed. some people say once you've done it, you're life is pretty much over. no more jobs, no more social life (yeah, i've heard that one) but i've always wanted to do it and i think (in a weird way and for some reason) it could be therapeutic for me.
my tattooist wont tattoo hands nor faces but i already have hand tattoos and he knows how much i've wanted this and thought through it so i really hope he agrees to do it.
it'll just say "Damaged" with a broken heart on the last finger. it will definitely be the tattoo that represents me the most and the most meaningful one can get.
my love life is crapy, as in real shitty as in tomorrow's valentine's day and i hate it and stuff, but weirdly enough, for a second last night i thought about going to visit my ex girlfriend on Vday; stupid i know.
but i wont.
so yeah, new tattoo, shitty love life, i need sex, OH and i'm going back to school in september (i guess) to study photography. i've always wanted to do it but never went through with it. i think now is the time for me to take control of my life for good.
oh and i'll be shooting a new set really soon, more details on my next blog.
now some pix and i'm outta here.
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drewbeckett:
You're young and beautiful and life ALWAYS gets better, and I've been through my own shit. Getting your knuckles tattooed is a big deal. I'd love to have mine done, but its not possible with a mainstream job like mine. But if you think about it and still want it, then go for it. I still adore your ink :-)
mjh76:
My artist won't either in most cases. It is a huge step, so do it if you want, but prepare for possible impact on jobs.