watup?!
i thought i would blog a bit before i jump into bed.
i've been feeling pretty shitty lately. i feel nauseous 24/7, everytime i eat, drink or even when my tummy is empty. it's kind of freaking me out. i went to see the doctor and he gave me medications that arent even working and said that if it wasnt doing anything i would have to go take some tests. i'm pretty nervous about it, dont know what it could be and the fact that i have the phobia of puking doesnt help it. i'm barely eating anymore and when i do i feel shaky, sweaty and i feel like i'm about to puke my guts out. (cool image)
i really need to get analysed, i dont want to feel like that anymore it's exhausting.
On another note, christmas eve was pretty shitty too. i barely are and couldnt sleep until 3am due to my tummy aches. i had a pretty perfume, pretty make up and a pancake maker from my mom's boyfriend. what did you get from santa?
tomorrow's my birthday i'll be turning 21 (yay, somebody buy me a one way ticket to vegas please)
i'm not so excited about my birthday either, seems like nothing can cheer me up these days.
i try my hardest but i cant find any bright side to my life at the moment.
i dont even know what i want from life anymore. okay, this sounds so fucking depressed i'm almost ashamed.
i just finished watching friends with benefits which is a pretty good movie, nothing special about it though.
i'm not that inspired these days and i'll probably be really bored tomorrow so if you could tell me some cool movies i would rather appreciate it.
okay i've wrote too much, my eyes are getting blurry and my stomach is starting to piss me off again. i'll go to bed now.
merry christmas, motherfuckers


i thought i would blog a bit before i jump into bed.
i've been feeling pretty shitty lately. i feel nauseous 24/7, everytime i eat, drink or even when my tummy is empty. it's kind of freaking me out. i went to see the doctor and he gave me medications that arent even working and said that if it wasnt doing anything i would have to go take some tests. i'm pretty nervous about it, dont know what it could be and the fact that i have the phobia of puking doesnt help it. i'm barely eating anymore and when i do i feel shaky, sweaty and i feel like i'm about to puke my guts out. (cool image)
i really need to get analysed, i dont want to feel like that anymore it's exhausting.
On another note, christmas eve was pretty shitty too. i barely are and couldnt sleep until 3am due to my tummy aches. i had a pretty perfume, pretty make up and a pancake maker from my mom's boyfriend. what did you get from santa?
tomorrow's my birthday i'll be turning 21 (yay, somebody buy me a one way ticket to vegas please)
i'm not so excited about my birthday either, seems like nothing can cheer me up these days.
i try my hardest but i cant find any bright side to my life at the moment.
i dont even know what i want from life anymore. okay, this sounds so fucking depressed i'm almost ashamed.
i just finished watching friends with benefits which is a pretty good movie, nothing special about it though.
i'm not that inspired these days and i'll probably be really bored tomorrow so if you could tell me some cool movies i would rather appreciate it.
okay i've wrote too much, my eyes are getting blurry and my stomach is starting to piss me off again. i'll go to bed now.
merry christmas, motherfuckers



211f:
Damn....that sucks!! Hope you get better soon. Y Tu Mama Tambien is always a good movie to watch.
evilgasm:
Happy birthday Shely. Hope you feel better soon!