shely

some people will tell you to act on your feelings, to live the moment. That, for some reason, doesnt work with me.
everytime i act on my feelings, i do whatever i want, whenever i want, it ends badly most of the time.
if i THINK i like someone, then i'll tell them right away, but 2 days later i'll realize that i didnt really like them. I dont know why i'm writing all this, there is no point in bloging about crap like that. but i needed to get it out.

my summer had started pretty bad, lame and boring but now it's just getting more and more interesting.
so many old friends i'm reconecting with. It's such a great feeling. better than meeting new people i believe. i'm only speaking for myself lol

i'm so proud of myself for some particular things and yet so ashamed of some of my feelings.
Hayayay! life is complicated. It's easier than before, though.

I'm not even bothering with useless people anymore. (they'll know who they are, maybe)





I realized i've been writing alot in my blogs lately. Maybe it was better when i wasnt blogging anymore

hope everybody's fine and enjoying their summer



love, shely xx







i used to see myself like that. Disfigure. deformed. i know better now.