it's been a year since i last reactivated my account for another year and it's not coming to an end. i dont exactly know when it will go down but it will really soon and since i cant reactivate it (since i'm poor, let's be honest) i'll just be outta here for quite a long time.
I dont be posting here anymore, so let's just...
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I dont be posting here anymore, so let's just...
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cleokat:
Don't worry, love
I'll miss you. If you want, I can reactivate you for your birthday
But, I'm not sure about for another year, because I'm broke too.
evilgasm:
I will be very sorry to see you go shely
I do hope you will return to us one day!
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evilgasm:
*hugs*
Sorry things didn't work out for you Shely. Hope you're doing OK for the rest.
Sorry things didn't work out for you Shely. Hope you're doing OK for the rest.
cleokat:
Sorry to hear that
But things will be okay
I'm glad you're focusing on you! You deserve to give yourself as much attention as you would give someone special! Mostly because you are special
You're beautiful! Love these pictures 
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cleokat:
You're definitely not weird for feeling that way. Things are hard when the one you love is away. You don't get that intimacy you crave. For some people, it's easy and works out fine, but it's not something everybody can do, that's for sure. You've been so strong
I know long distance relationships suck. Not the relationship itself, but the distance part. Maybe talk about to her?
Oh yay, a birthday
Do you have a wishlist? I'd get you something 
Personally, I don't think the world is just going to end. If anything, the world as we know it might end. I'm right there with you on that! I'm scared of the crazies when/if chaos hits
Oh yay, a birthday
Personally, I don't think the world is just going to end. If anything, the world as we know it might end. I'm right there with you on that! I'm scared of the crazies when/if chaos hits
cleokat:
I'm sorry to hear that
I've been there before. Do you think it's because the two of your are losing feelings or because of frustration at the distance? I just hope things clear up and get better for you. Stress is something that nobody needs or wants.
You should make a wishlist on amazon
I'll get you something for your birthday! You need some cheering up 
You should make a wishlist on amazon
eyeswideshut:
Good looking cat, but maybe, maybe, he is a demon in disguise?
cleokat:
I'm sorry. I hope things start looking up soon. Good luck on your job interview. Hope it goes well
Beautiful. The both of you. And your kitty is adorable 
cleokat:
Beauties 
I am happy.
Also i dont really see the point in posting blogs here anymore since my life isnt that interesting.
I dont travel, i dont shoot anymore, i dont really do that much except spend time with my girlfriend and try to sort my life out.
I've been losing alot of "friends" lately, realizing that they were not as good friends as they pretended...
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Also i dont really see the point in posting blogs here anymore since my life isnt that interesting.
I dont travel, i dont shoot anymore, i dont really do that much except spend time with my girlfriend and try to sort my life out.
I've been losing alot of "friends" lately, realizing that they were not as good friends as they pretended...
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evilgasm:
Well, I do hope you will be sticking around
It would be a shame to loose you completely here....
steeldog:
i'm selfishly dissapointed that there will be no "set"
but if your happy with that decision! that's what counts!
hope you'll stay here?!! i don't read all of the blogs! but i do get around to some and even the simple things can be enjoyable to read, certainly the success side of life
good luck with your girl<3 you both are beautiful
and deserve great happiness!!
hope you'll stay here?!! i don't read all of the blogs! but i do get around to some and even the simple things can be enjoyable to read, certainly the success side of life
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evilgasm:
*hugs*
Hope you find a way out soon!
Hope you find a way out soon!
cleokat:
Long distance does suck.
At least you'll be seeing her soon
Smile. Keep your head up
I got back from Normandie yesterday. Back to shitty depressing Paris.
I really dont understand how people can be so fascinated with this city. It really gets me into deep depression and sadness. Increase my anxiety and people here are so shady and mean i really dont understand.
I feel really lonely and down, here.
I just spent an amazing week and really hope to...
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I really dont understand how people can be so fascinated with this city. It really gets me into deep depression and sadness. Increase my anxiety and people here are so shady and mean i really dont understand.
I feel really lonely and down, here.
I just spent an amazing week and really hope to...
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laylie:
Jolies photos!
Je viens de voir que tu vis du ct de Lille: j'y suis souvent. On pourrait ventuellement se croiser un jour... ^^
Je viens de voir que tu vis du ct de Lille: j'y suis souvent. On pourrait ventuellement se croiser un jour... ^^
cleokat:
I love all your photos
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. You, your girlfriend, and the scenery <3 I'm sorry you're stuck someplace you don't want to be.. me, too. Hah, but we'll make it! I like your new ink 
tactical:
so cute on the duck lol 
cleokat:
She looks so fun
That duck is awesome! Feel better soon! Hope everything else is well 
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cleokat:
I watched my old roommate tattoo herself like that all the time. It was interesting. I'm not sure if I could do it though. The doggies are cute
I love dogs! I'm excited to see your new set!
cleokat:
Just always sterilize your stuff! I'm sure you already thought of that though. I don't see anything wrong with them! I especially like the totoro one!! That's awesome! 
i totally feel like blogging right now.
My very new girlfriend is still sleeping.
I've never felt so safe with someone before. She makes me feel like i'm the only one that matters and that she has eyes for and for some reason, i believe her this time. I used to think that it was bullshit. that people sweet talk all the time and never...
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My very new girlfriend is still sleeping.
I've never felt so safe with someone before. She makes me feel like i'm the only one that matters and that she has eyes for and for some reason, i believe her this time. I used to think that it was bullshit. that people sweet talk all the time and never...
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cleokat:
This makes me really happy. I've read a few of your blogs and felt sad because you weren't happy, but this oozes with happiness. You're so beautiful and I love your personality and you deserve all the happiness of the world. She looks and sounds awesome 
Smoking is a choice, and it's up to you what you want to do. Quitting smoking is hard, I relapse every now and then, but not chaining a pack like I used to. I would say, quit, but you have to want to quit. I've tried so many times when I didn't want to and failed miserably. If not, reduce
We want you around, beautiful.
Smoking is a choice, and it's up to you what you want to do. Quitting smoking is hard, I relapse every now and then, but not chaining a pack like I used to. I would say, quit, but you have to want to quit. I've tried so many times when I didn't want to and failed miserably. If not, reduce
cleokat:
I mean it
And thank you
And thank you
