shelterfromcold

I so hate feeling self conscious about my appearance every time I look in the mirror after I get out of the shower. The only thing on my body I actually like are my tattoos but that was to make up for everything else I don't like about myself. I really need to get back into shape.

One of my friends told me that they thought the mohawk looked cute, adorable w/e on me. So I joked and told her that if only I was skinny that girls would actually be attracted, haha. Even though I do believe there's some truth to that. Want to be more than just that "cute" teddy bear. Besides, I'm stupid to like the girl I like right now. Relationships suck anyways and I'd make a bad boyfriend to begin with, so none of this matters.

With everything going on right now, my best friend is the only reason I've been able to stay sane the past month and a half. And now that she's going back to Atlanta this week for school I won't get to spend New Year's with her and she won't be coming back up during the summer. I won't be able to see her again until November

My bff:


I ruined both pics, haha.

She's to thank for my awesome new hair. At least the color anyways.