shellz

This is probably one of the saddest things you are going to hear. I met this great guy. He has never lied to me and best of all he cares for me more than anyone. He had told me he doesnt want a girl friend... last night i asked him why and he told me hes one of those guys that a relationship is everything to. he would want to see me all the time and take me out and basically do nothing else. BTW this is exactly what i want. but because of me and him both being in school and working it wouldnt work like that. then he added on the plus i am leaving in a year... shocked i asked him why and he said once he is done with school out here he has to go to arizona and georgia for more training. i couldnt believe i had just heard that. so i tryed to change the subject and we messed around and had fun before he had to go to work. he told me he would text me when he got off so we could see each other. he came back to our hang out and we ended up talking about stuff and he told me that the conversation we were having was breaking his heart because he wished we could be together but we just couldnt. i decided it was going to be easier if we just forgot everything and stopped talking and seeing each other. neither of us wanted it but we know it will be better for both of us. He told me he wished he had met me later cause things would be totally different. he also told me that he promised he wasnt going to start talking to anyone else. and i believe him. hes a good guy and i love him. and i will wait however long it takes for him to get things done. he made me forget about all the assholes and showed me what its like to have someone actaully care and it kills me that things have to be like this but i know he could be a good thing for me... even if we promised to forget i will think about him constantly and i will never forget how good it felt to have someone care.