shellymc

I feel as if someone has pulled the rug right from under my feet......
I think it was Karma....i think i recognized her mischevious laughter
Bitch!
She is not done with me yet.
Ever feel that you have to pay a lot of "dues" before things in your life get any better?
That is where i am at this very moment.
I will spare you a confessional journal entry, as those kind of entries will probably bore you and make you feel as if i am looking for some kind of sympathy.
And i'm not....
I think i have a case of the winter blues, and i'm just thinking of the past way too much due to the holiday season and all.

I may go to the shooting range with
Dorwayin tomorrow, it might be good for me to pull the trigger a few times and release all this bullshit angst I seem to be harboring.

I wish i had a lot of money, so i could give to charities and even give some to the West Memphis three cause, which i did a few years back......but i've been to poor as of recently to do again.

At the moment, i'm watching "Wild Things", i have to admit, i do love this movie...... a great film about greed, deceit, and debauchery.
And Kevin Bacon shows his penis
I love when an actor has no hangups about nudity...
with female actors its pretty much standard, but with the males, it seems that it takes on a whole new dimension.....
they just don't have to do it, but the ones who choose to do it, earn more of my respect, because they just don't give a shit.
And that is pretty admirable in my book.

So yes, i'm home alone on a saturday night....
don't tease me!
for the few friends i have in the area, either work tonight or live too far away.
Including my hubby.

So i am my own best friend, and i'm okay with that.
But i will leave you with a few more movie quotes just for the hell of it.


"Sometimes you gotta say "What the fuck, make your move"

"I'll be taking these Huggies and whatever cash you got"

"It's "out of africa" meets "Pretty woman"

"There's such a fine line between stupid and clever"

"Anyway, you can't scare her, she's sleeping with Prince Valium tonight"

I'm off to pour another cocktail for myself....
and here's some bands i heard tonight that made me a bit nostalgic

Dead or Alive, Killing Joke, The Bolshoi, Roxy Music, The Church, Erasure, The Cult, Dead Boys, Blondie, Sisters of Mercy, Love and Rockets....

so many more, courtesy of the wonderful Retro-active music channel on my cable