Wednesday May 28, 2003

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Im feeling really bad about myself today!! Its so hard not to compare myself to pretty girls i see. I always think why cant i have a smile like hers, a body like hers, her hair, her skin, her teeth, her everything!! Why does it have to be so hard! How do people have such high self esteems, or are they secretly like me and just a really good actor? The more compliments someone gives me the uglier i think they think i am. i have issues. had to vent again. i dont nearly complain this much......just in a slump. miao!! on a lighter note my kitten just fell off my chair and is trying ot play it off!! lol hes so cute! miao!!
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jurasic:
My opinion...You look very beautiful...Not everyone is going to agree...Does it matter what others think to you???I also have a low self esteme...I'm getting old & have two kids...Going through a divorse & have a felony on my record...It's class A & might never go away...I never went to college...I work at target making jack shit...You think anyone wants to be with me???I'm a loser~

I have given up mostly because I can't handle rejection anymore...I have a lot of issues & most girls wouldn't want to deal with it...I need too much~
wildchild:
Shelliepooh! Don't even go there, girl! You have nothing at all to worry about! You are so beautiful!! Whoops- I just gave you a compliment... was I not supposed to do that?! I hope the slump you are in isn't related to the boy you mentioned that you are seeing. No one should be made to feel like this- and if he is the cause of your plummet in self esteem, loose him! That is the best advice I can give you! I hope things get better! Be strong and keep your chin up!

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