sheley

i feel so so bad right now . i dont know where to write my feelings.
my girlfriend is sitting in front of me, watching her show while i'm here, posting a blog for you guys to read how stupid i am to always complain about everything.
at least you're not always with me, so you cant really see me cry all the fucking time.
last night i textmessaged the girl i like telling her how i felt about her and she hasnt answered.
she told me that she had to tell me something as well but she finaly didnt.
somehow i'm scared of what she would say.
i may love her, i dont trust her at all, she fooled me a couple times now, so yeah.
anyway, i'll stop crying all over that blog right now.
i'll post another blog later.
do not hesitate to write me comments or msgs.
love, Sheley~