Hey hope everyone is doing what they need to be doing and love is all around. 
kay:
vivianevog:
much love to you too
Blah, Blah, Blah Blah, Blah ,Blah........sing a song of nothing and earn a million dollars.....sing a song of reality and live a life of poverty.....the rich sing- Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah- while the poor sing suffering, homelessness, poverty, and despair. ....while the rich sing Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah.....the poor sing the truth of the U.S through the violence the rich inflict upon them........
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shmoogy:
hummm.....
Just went skinny dipping in Lake Nokomis...It was great!! The sun was going down, ducks paddled their way around us, and the water was luscious. The only problem was that my toes kept cramping up on me. I guess my electrolites are off or something. Now I'm gulping down gator aid. Have a great weekend to all of you...Love you all Shelbs
We we are alive....wee we are alive weeee we are alive...yaya!!
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tourniquette:
Hi!!! my shelbs!!! How are you!! is a long time for speak with you!
, I hope you is all ok, your life? your girl? Yoga?? and Cat?? Tell about this!
Thank you! so much for comment my new set! you know this is very important for me.
Kisses Darling!
, I hope you is all ok, your life? your girl? Yoga?? and Cat?? Tell about this!
Thank you! so much for comment my new set! you know this is very important for me.
Kisses Darling!
shelbs22:
I sent you a message I love you soo much !!
An eye wet with longing for you my brother.
My brother who lost his earthly life to a noose,
Needing to let go of all this world has to offer,
Going in a ray of hope
Of deliverance
Into a
Ray of hope
Of darkness.
My brother who lost his earthly life to a noose,
Needing to let go of all this world has to offer,
Going in a ray of hope
Of deliverance
Into a
Ray of hope
Of darkness.
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_kobra_:
Thanks for the love, Shelbs
shelbs22:
You know Kobra I want to say that I say "Sweet" all the time.. like I breathe it out whenever I see beautiful woman. You are a bad ass too...fuck...To pose outside and deliver those sexyyyy images of your body to all of us means that sexually you are bold, bad, and gorgeous in a very good way. Maybe people remember you work at a shelter for cats...and that is a bad ass job though too....very difficult dealing with all those ferel and mistreated cats. IT takes a lot of guts.. And in your first set you were naked in a church...now if that isn't bad ass I don't know what is...but in saying all that I am really looking forward to your next set..wow A set to really show a wild and wanton girl..Yeah I know it will knock our socks off and maybe-no I am sure -our pants off. Have a good rest of the week And your welcome for the love..it is well deserved.
Alone again...No sex for me tonight...I tried to push it but was rebuffed. Sitting in my cave away from you. And away from me. Lost....spiraling down into a corner that I do not want to be in...Yeah looking for weirdness yet my hands and fingers just type..... Peeing and smelling some vegetable I ate for dinner....Ballet, Frappe', tendu and you ... tendu and you... stretching...
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tourniquette:
my dear Shelbs!!! tell me please about your life!
Who am I??
A man who has friends some alive some dead,
but who are always foaming and roaming inside my head.
A man who delivers the strangest dreams.
A man who enlivens the craziest schemes.
A man who lives in darkness and bliss.
A man who rides round and round and fucks all of this.
A man who has friends some alive some dead,
but who are always foaming and roaming inside my head.
A man who delivers the strangest dreams.
A man who enlivens the craziest schemes.
A man who lives in darkness and bliss.
A man who rides round and round and fucks all of this.
vivianevog:
Love this
vivianevog:
Happy Beltaine too!
IN Minneapolis the rain is falling...I feel sot of wassiyful or is it wasted...or maybe tasted too hard...something like that. Yes every body wants a taste of me, a part of me. I am beginning to just say..O.K...take me, take all of me...I just don't care anymore...I will be gone and probably moved into some other forms..so we will see how that is...got to move.....
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vivianevog:
Wow...like this!
Love came to me today. Asked me if i would walk with her.... i paused and said I didn't have time..she laughed ....I cried...Love came later and asked me why...i broke down and told her that i was sooo full of hate and that life was rotten....she put out her hand and touched my cheek, the touch felt like pure infinite, golden fun...i smiled at...
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sylon:
Hey thanks for the add!
So how are you?
So how are you?
milou:
thanks for the add!
So the story goes...My mother shamed me for being a man, having sex at 16, with my dead brother's girlfriend two weeks after he died. She said" you are just like you father." My father had had numerous sexual adventures with other woman other than my mother. And one very long one which was happening when she said that. What I was doing with my...
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louisiana:
Wow, thanks for sharing, Shelbs. The short time after your brother's death that you grieved with his girlfriend sounds like it was healthy and necessary. We are all humans together, you know? It's important not to feel alone and it sounds like 16-year-old Shelbs was doing what comforted his spirit and protected him, (two very important things!).
You're so correct; you're not your father. It's hard to be a mother, it's hard to lose one of your children. She is human too, and was just showing the imperfect side of herself that we all have. Moms fuck up sometimes. I'm sorry the words she said in grief and pain had such an effect on you. Sometimes people momentarily forget how to be good parents and it has a larger impact than they'd have been able to guess.
I find the best way to remove feelings that I know fundamentally are untrue, and I know are hurting me, is to wash them off. Now that it's nice out maybe you should find a good lake for a nice cleansing swim to wash off all that awful and remember that you're your own person, and every person has an amazing capacity for love.
I'll never cease to be amazed at the amazing strength sensitive people have.
love love love love love
You're so correct; you're not your father. It's hard to be a mother, it's hard to lose one of your children. She is human too, and was just showing the imperfect side of herself that we all have. Moms fuck up sometimes. I'm sorry the words she said in grief and pain had such an effect on you.
Sometimes people momentarily forget how to be good parents and it has a larger impact than they'd have been able to guess.
I find the best way to remove feelings that I know fundamentally are untrue, and I know are hurting me, is to wash them off. Now that it's nice out maybe you should find a good lake for a nice cleansing swim to wash off all that awful and remember that you're your own person, and every person has an amazing capacity for love.
I'll never cease to be amazed at the amazing strength sensitive people have.
love love love love love
vivianevog:
Thank you for sharing this! I can fully understand why you went with your brother's girlfriend....you needed the connection,someone whom woulda understood exactly what you felt...and hormones being as they are I can fully understand...
Bad that your mum said that..she shoulda understood....and seen it from your point of view not an outsider's view...and it is time to let go of that guilt and burden you've been carrying around...but I can understand it might have been part of the grief she was feeling....you're not your father and maybe it was words only said in the heat of the moment...maybe you do need some kinda cleansing ritual...I'm not too sure which one but I hope you can find one that works for you... hugs .....xxxxxxxxx
Bad that your mum said that..she shoulda understood....and seen it from your point of view not an outsider's view...and it is time to let go of that guilt and burden you've been carrying around...but I can understand it might have been part of the grief she was feeling....you're not your father and maybe it was words only said in the heat of the moment...maybe you do need some kinda cleansing ritual...I'm not too sure which one but I hope you can find one that works for you... hugs .....xxxxxxxxx