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Feb 22, 2014
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Feel like a cast off shadow that no one wants to claim anymore..

I used to be worn by elegant woman to make sharp contrast to their pale, soft skin-

I was the dark outline of their eye shadow..

The abyss of their luscious mouths that lovers reached into with their lips and tongues-

But now I am the darkness in the corner that everyone wants to avoid-

The darkness in the closet who's door is always shut.

The blackness of a deep well that beckons yet repels entry,

The darkness that no one dares enter for fear of never returning--

this is me..shunned and hated blackness...

But his is also the dawning of new life.....

Love has opened the door....

What is waiting for me?????

shmoogy:
There is always a new opportunity waiting.
Feb 24, 2014
shelbs22:
@shmoogy  :) So true!!
Feb 24, 2014

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