yes i have the longing..want to connect with her so badly..wanting her so badly..it is crazy the way she makes me feel, strange how uncontrolled I am right now. hard to breathe I want her so much..but only to see her, be with her..just that..only that..would cool the coals..freedom seems far away.. frustration is close..longing..longing..needing to go on with my life but am kid of stuck with longing...........
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