shelbs22

I fell so lonely..like I am not really here. I don't know people in a real close way....they are just people I say hi to. I feel so lonely sexually. I am unable to let the people I need to know what my sexual feelings are for them. It is tragic...I have so much sexual desire and no one to share it with. I need to be my real self but then I feel that I have to hide it. It hurts me. I want connection sexually but it is a no go right now. I feel repressed...I am repressed...my stupid upbringing taught me to be unsexual which is like being unreal. Being me is being sexual Sorry for the rant.. i had to say this