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Thursday Aug 10, 2006

Aug 10, 2006
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i've just been watching programme on channel 4 called fat beauty contest and i have to say, it has made me very self conscious. i have always had an issue with my weight and the way that i look, to the point of refusing to wear tank tops or skirts and generally avoiding changing rooms as i am likely to burst into tears. however, i have never considered myself to be 'plus-size' then i saw some girls trying to enter the competition who were my size, a UK 12-14 (US 8-10). The organiser did decide in the end that they were too small, but i dunno, should i consider myself 'plus-size' because i am not small enough to be the size of a real model? it's confusing sometimes, especially when i recently registered at the doctors and the nurse said i should try and lose 10-15lbs. i don't think it's right to encourage people to be overweight or to even reassure them as it is detrimental to your health if you don't exercise or eat a balanced diet. however, i am a strict vegetarian and i never eat junk food, i could probably exercise more than i do, but i walk for over 30 mins a day and do 3 miles on the exercise bike every day and i do 30 sits ups about 3 times a week. maybe it's just not possible for me to be skinny. but still i resent the fact that i at least put in the effort and skill get grouped into the category of being overweight. maybe it's just cause i am a girl, and girls are never happy with the way they look.
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babefiend:
I've never met a woman who is happy with their weight/height/shape. Myself included.

I think rather than striving for the media-inflicted idea of perfection we should be striving to love and accept ourselves.

(This is of course easier said than done and thinking that way doesn't stop me from feeling fat and ugly.)
Aug 10, 2006
captainhazzard:
Thats the beauty of the impact vest you wear. It keeps you up without any effort! When you crash and burn, as I do often, you can just lie back and let the vest do the work! Its ultra lazy.

So now you have no excuses, get out there!
Aug 12, 2006

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