ugh.
i feel so fucking depressed at the moment.
still no job, i have had so many interviews but nothing ever seems to come of it. i can't even seem to get a job doing exactly the same fucking thing as i have been doing for the last 6 years. what the fuck is wrong with me? it's not like most of the interviews went that badly either, there were a couple where i definitely thought i was in with a chance. i've tried so many different techniques and nothing works.
also, being that all of my friends have full time jobs and i fear that if i go out i will spend too much money, i end up just sitting around the house by myself most days. and its fucking depressing.
i am supposed to be going on holiday in 5 weeks, something that was booked and paid for months before i lost my job. now i will spend the entire time worrying about how much money i am spending and the fact that i still won't have a job to go to when i get back... at this rate i won't anyways.
i know that it's a bad time of year, with all the universities kicking out and there etc. but even the 3 temping agencies i have signed up to still haven't come up with anything.
it's not like i am an awful person, i wear smart clothes, i shower, i don't completely lack social skills, i answer all the stupid questions correctly...
i just really feel shit at the moment, the boredom means i've been comfort eating and i just feel hideous and overweight, i hate all my clothes and i want to cry every time i look in the mirror.
the crazy lady downstairs has been acting up majorly, she has been shouting and playing loud music everyday since 5am and doing gardening at like midnight. she has been handed her eviction notice, but she shows no signs of leaving. how long till they send round the bailiffs?
also, the guy directly below me has a leak in his ceiling and we can't figure out where it's coming from... so undoubtedly plumbers will be here digging up the floor boards any day now...
i'm not seeking reassurance or sympathy, it's just i have nothing happy to update with at all at the moment.
sorry.
someone tell me something to cheer me up please.
i feel so fucking depressed at the moment.
still no job, i have had so many interviews but nothing ever seems to come of it. i can't even seem to get a job doing exactly the same fucking thing as i have been doing for the last 6 years. what the fuck is wrong with me? it's not like most of the interviews went that badly either, there were a couple where i definitely thought i was in with a chance. i've tried so many different techniques and nothing works.
also, being that all of my friends have full time jobs and i fear that if i go out i will spend too much money, i end up just sitting around the house by myself most days. and its fucking depressing.
i am supposed to be going on holiday in 5 weeks, something that was booked and paid for months before i lost my job. now i will spend the entire time worrying about how much money i am spending and the fact that i still won't have a job to go to when i get back... at this rate i won't anyways.
i know that it's a bad time of year, with all the universities kicking out and there etc. but even the 3 temping agencies i have signed up to still haven't come up with anything.
it's not like i am an awful person, i wear smart clothes, i shower, i don't completely lack social skills, i answer all the stupid questions correctly...
i just really feel shit at the moment, the boredom means i've been comfort eating and i just feel hideous and overweight, i hate all my clothes and i want to cry every time i look in the mirror.
the crazy lady downstairs has been acting up majorly, she has been shouting and playing loud music everyday since 5am and doing gardening at like midnight. she has been handed her eviction notice, but she shows no signs of leaving. how long till they send round the bailiffs?
also, the guy directly below me has a leak in his ceiling and we can't figure out where it's coming from... so undoubtedly plumbers will be here digging up the floor boards any day now...
i'm not seeking reassurance or sympathy, it's just i have nothing happy to update with at all at the moment.
sorry.
someone tell me something to cheer me up please.
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Something to cheer you up? I have another pal that is heading over in a few weeks, should I break his face so he cant get a job when he arrives?
[Edited on Jun 10, 2006 2:50PM]
I don't know why they are rejecting certain sets. My first set was also rejected. I still have to shoot the second one though.
Can we be friends?
[Edited on Jun 10, 2006 8:54AM]