so, my friend from work that I asked out for coffee was busy that day, and it's been over a month and I casually mentioned how I knew her coffee order still (we were talking about coffee at the time) and she didn't bring up how we still needed to go for coffee, so I guess she changed her mind. It's fine, these things happen, and at least it's not awkward at work.
I quit NaNoWriMo this year, mainly cuz seasonal depression hit me super hard this year, and I just don't see what's the point of stressing out over something that only a few people will ever read. Yes, I'm aware that you're supposed to do art just because you want to, but I don't feel like that; if it's not gonna make me able to write for a living (and make a living off of it), then I could spend my time somewhere else.
I've lost a pound and a half after a month at the gym, 1.5% off my body fat, I've lost a half-inch on my stomach and chest and gained an inch on my biceps, shoulders and thighs. I'm happy it's progress, just gotta remind myself that after 14 years of not exercising and eating like shit, change isn't gonna happen overnight.
Hope you all are doing well, please take care of yourselves and each other <3
