I have been a hopeful for about a year now, but I've always wanted to be a alternative model for most of my life. Ever since I was about 16 I had known about SG and loved their message about beautiful standards and how there shouldn't be any. It wasn't until I was 21 that I had applied to become a model for SG and was super surprised that they had accepted me so quickly. It took me another few months to find a photographer around my area since I am from a state that isn't well know online. I submitted the set and within 3 hours I had become a hopeful and started my dream to being the pinup dream I've always wanted.
I used to be so self conscience about my body, about being only 5 ft tall, but I knew my following online loved me for me and when I was accepted into become a hopeful for SG my confidence had risened and I was getting more noticed by people that I had gone to school with along with people in my area once my set went live in December 2014. I was loving everything. I had a wonderful boyfriend who I have now been with for a year, one who finally allows me to be myself and do my modeling. I was feeling better about myself and my body after years and years of cutting and not eating. But recently as my first self shot shoot was rejected with no explanation as to why my self confidence has dwindled a little bit. It makes me wonder how much SG follows their "everyone is beautiful" motto.
