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I am finally nearly finished being ill. I have moved, lost my job with no warning (the business just...closed), and it appears I am doing quite bad in school. Blah--it's funny, all this hectic "bad" stuff is happening but I really do feel quite wonderful...I've got no money to pay the huge rent that is due tomorrow-I'm looming near D's in all my classes (fourth week of the new semester) I just feel good...it is strange...I feel like I am getting closer to following my dreams-whatever the hell they are...I feel like my job was bringing me down and all the money I was making was dragging on my spirit...it really might be the root of all evil. I am changing my major and none of the classes I am taking now will apply to the new one...so it is brutally hard to give-a-shit although I am paying for them and I will lose my scholarship if I fail....Well, Something strange is going on around and inside me...and I think I like it. I welcome a little adventure in my life, I sure could use it!