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Everything that shouldn't have happened, happened... and now I feel like my head is going to explode. I felt great, and happy and at peace, while at the same time very guilty... and now I just feel horrible again to find out that because of what happened that trevor has decided that he and I could be good together... but never great... and he isn't sure if we ever were... I'm not sure either, but it sure hurts to hear him say it.

Has anyone in the entire world cried as much as I have over the last 6 months?