Ugh...
I had such a stressful day yesterday, I mean I know everyone has dealt with worse but it was horrible. I came here on sunday, as soon as I get here all I get is negativity...someone alwayz breathing down my neck..Then yesterday I felt like left and right I had no support. Just people that wanted to see me fail.Im really stressed about school, icbc, on top of having to live in Campbell River....so I basically have nothing to do here, and nobody to turn to if I need to talk...grrr...the best person to talk to is my mom. And shez an hour and half away...She cant comfort me, give me hugz, and tell me it'll all be okay..I really need that right now...I talked to her on the phone lastnight, and she just kept mentioning how itz only 4 more dayz of school and then Ill be in Nanaimo..I burst into tearz..I just feel so stressed...ugh..I just need someone to be happy. At any time while Im up here and I start to get happy, someone rainz down on my parade...For the past 2 dayz Jonz been here, he hasnt seemed happy with me..I try to talk, but itz like I get nothing..I feel like all this is my fault...like I did something, and therez nothing I can do to prevent it, because nobody will talk to me...
Anywayz school awaitz..
GOOD MORNING =(
I had such a stressful day yesterday, I mean I know everyone has dealt with worse but it was horrible. I came here on sunday, as soon as I get here all I get is negativity...someone alwayz breathing down my neck..Then yesterday I felt like left and right I had no support. Just people that wanted to see me fail.Im really stressed about school, icbc, on top of having to live in Campbell River....so I basically have nothing to do here, and nobody to turn to if I need to talk...grrr...the best person to talk to is my mom. And shez an hour and half away...She cant comfort me, give me hugz, and tell me it'll all be okay..I really need that right now...I talked to her on the phone lastnight, and she just kept mentioning how itz only 4 more dayz of school and then Ill be in Nanaimo..I burst into tearz..I just feel so stressed...ugh..I just need someone to be happy. At any time while Im up here and I start to get happy, someone rainz down on my parade...For the past 2 dayz Jonz been here, he hasnt seemed happy with me..I try to talk, but itz like I get nothing..I feel like all this is my fault...like I did something, and therez nothing I can do to prevent it, because nobody will talk to me...
Anywayz school awaitz..
GOOD MORNING =(
U strike me as a fucking cool as person with loads of friends.....but yeah true friends that u can tell everything too are close to come by, I think I may only have 1 or 2 really close friends that I would tell personal stuff too.
Cheer up my rockin friend your bringing me down I hate to see someone uncheerful especially U.
later.
*hugs you tight*
if you ever need a shoulder to lean on hon
especially since your mad cool and you totally rock
well the fact youre also so hot you could melt iceburgs doesnt help any