shawnette's SuicideGirls Blog

Got a hole in my head
Everything falls right out
Through my ears, through my eyes
Makes no difference where you are
You wanna know how I do it?
I do it all right

I got a hole and Ill never go home
There aint nothing can fill it up
I got a hole and Ill never go home
There aint no one thing

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richard_:

Ha...ha...haa...... Well then, I wrote a song about it as well...wanna here it, here it goes...

Theres a crack in the sky
like a hole I fall through
trying to fly
but I stumbled through you
saying I tried
like a lie
you see through
wanting to die
but its you i fall
into.........

Jul 25, 2004

quasi_sean:

just saying hi.

Jul 26, 2004

I saw you in a way
But thats another life
Maybe theyre the same
I wonder where you are
Yesterday is gone
But it aint far away
I guess its far enough

Im older in my head
My innocence is gone
I have the book you read
To help me carry on
What a price to pay
To feel like youre alive
I was blind...
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gooz:

cte flood!!! (o.O)

Jul 22, 2004

bredbyaliens:

i apologize. right now i feel like a fucker. i should just shut my mouth sometimes, but its hard when i want to die. i hope you have no pain and can be happy.

Jul 22, 2004

Follow trails of you to here
Every mile takes you my way
Rolling faster if we can
Roll

Tables turnin all the time
Im the dog at your feet
Out of sight and out of time
Yours

Youre the one

Colored bottles in a line
Different signals blinkin my way
Rolling faster all the while

Youre the one

Aint it something Im born to hula

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scumlord:

all fucked up
nowhere to ho
kiss of living
on the go

polly's on the wrong block

polly wants a crack rock

Jul 17, 2004

scumlord:

any chick that listens to kyuss and fu manchu is cool in my book...and being a very sexy french chick doesn't hurt, either

Jul 17, 2004

I've been waiting
Waiting under things
That rise in the morning
I've been holding
Holding back so long
You can own it
Take it off my hands
Do me a favor
Nothin wasted
Just fingerfucked and
Busted up all at once

Im so lost out on the highway
With no direction left to go
Everyday sit up and wonder
Where it was I started from...
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tankstrangecrust:

i understand what you wrote.. i mean.......... really..

...........

Jul 3, 2004

bankky:

Whats shakin' beautiful?

Jul 3, 2004

Its a mistake, but who knows
Followed you home
Crawled in your window
This life is a trip
When youre psycho in love
And I know

Followed your friends
You were not there
Slashed and I cut
I bled in the sink
Heard what you said and
Youre laughing baby
Slashed and I cut
And I do it for you
I want you to notice...
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magnadolce:

HELLO!

Jun 24, 2004

codemonkeym:

Meow?

Jun 28, 2004

Cracks in a ceiling
Crooked pictures in the hall
Countin and breathin
Im leaving here tomorrow
They don't know
I'd never do you any good
Laughin is easy
I would if I could

Aint gonna worry
Just live till you die, wanna drown
With nowhere to fall
Into the arms of someone
Theres nothing to save and I know
You live till you die

Loosing...
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cheshire:

it shouldn't end this way... *huggles* You can always email me or contact me on aim (I am most always online)

Cheshiresuicide@yahoo.com
aim s/n= cheshiresuicide or rabidcok

I'm hear is you need someone to listen, need advice, or even if you just want someone to goof off with... I'm all about the mindless conversations... :-P

Cheer up, doll... you have friends who really care about you and who are willing to do anything that they could to help... I don't know what significance the 16th has for you... but I'll tell you this, make this day your own... do things you've always wanted to do like... finger painting with pudding or some shit like that.(Hey, it really is fun... I highly reccommend trying it) Anywho, don't you give up on it all just yet.. So many things will be missed.

Anywho, you get back to me, doll... take care of yourself... and please... please think this over... I don't know you very well but that doesn't mean that I would not like to get to know you. I'm sure we have lots in common. *huggles* It'll get better for you, doll.

[Edited on Apr 14, 2004 7:04PM]

Apr 14, 2004

vitriolicunt:

what they're all talking about.... yeah, dont. Seriously dont.

for one thing, they say that most people who tell people they are going to a while before they plan to arent really going to at all. Am i right? Am i pissing you off yet? How about, if i'm right and it pisses you off, you have a screaming abdab at me; if i'm wrong and it pisses you off, you have a screaming abdab at me? Ok if none of it is pissing you off enough to talk, how about you talk to everyone who offers just to see if anything they say or do actually lifts the crushingly overbearing weight that is the paralysis of depression and waiting for life or yourself to get better... and if no-one helps or surprises you enough to stick around then think about doing it somemore.

love h

Apr 14, 2004

Good news ! You don't give a fuck but I've finally found a job (til the 16...), I'm so happy ! It will be easier to be on a diet if I work, I'm at home since almost 2 month ! It's not amazing that I'm fatter and fatter.
I'll earn about $500 for less than 2 weeks of work

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princeofwinter:

does it mean we won't see you here as often maybe ?
hope you will have some fun though. good luck with your job whatever it is. Hope it's not some filing job though, can drive anyone nuts in 3 days flat.
kissies

Apr 7, 2004

tyj:

mdr, oui peut tre bien, non plus srieux j' ai demand plusieur personnes et une m' a rpondu, c' est une glace le popsicle... peut tre une glace au poppers qui sait, pour avoir le trou du cul qui chauffe aprs...
grosse bise toi et passe une excellente soire

tyj