shawnette

it shouldn't end this way... *huggles* You can always email me or contact me on aim (I am most always online)

Cheshiresuicide@yahoo.com
aim s/n= cheshiresuicide or rabidcok

I'm hear is you need someone to listen, need advice, or even if you just want someone to goof off with... I'm all about the mindless conversations... :-P

Cheer up, doll... you have friends who really care about you and who are willing to do anything that they could to help... I don't know what significance the 16th has for you... but I'll tell you this, make this day your own... do things you've always wanted to do like... finger painting with pudding or some shit like that.(Hey, it really is fun... I highly reccommend trying it) Anywho, don't you give up on it all just yet.. So many things will be missed.

Anywho, you get back to me, doll... take care of yourself... and please... please think this over... I don't know you very well but that doesn't mean that I would not like to get to know you. I'm sure we have lots in common. *huggles* It'll get better for you, doll.

[Edited on Apr 14, 2004 7:04PM]

what they're all talking about.... yeah, dont. Seriously dont.

for one thing, they say that most people who tell people they are going to a while before they plan to arent really going to at all. Am i right? Am i pissing you off yet? How about, if i'm right and it pisses you off, you have a screaming abdab at me; if i'm wrong and it pisses you off, you have a screaming abdab at me? Ok if none of it is pissing you off enough to talk, how about you talk to everyone who offers just to see if anything they say or do actually lifts the crushingly overbearing weight that is the paralysis of depression and waiting for life or yourself to get better... and if no-one helps or surprises you enough to stick around then think about doing it somemore.

love h