shawndaddy

I've spent a good part of my day working on a budget for myself.

this is not fun at all.

... but I think I've just about got it

Communication can be incredibly difficult sometimes.

Not talking per se, but really hearing and understanding what the other person is trying to say.



Things will get better

i'm not sure what to say here anymore

Frightened, tired, useless, confused, failure, alone, unwanted.

That about sums it up I think.

.

I am nothing if not consistent.

To many bad things have gotten a hold of me lately; stress, paranoia, ego, etc.

I realize that I cant control everything (trust me, Im a control freak. If I could.. I would), but I can control some things.

Im going to do my best to find some time for me, even if its only 30 minutes a day. I havent found the time lately...
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Fathers day doesn't really mean much when you can't be with your kids I hate that I'm at work right now instead of with my children.
I'm sick and God-damned tired of being away from the ones I love. I see my family less than just about everyone else in their lives, and I fucking hate it.

I love my family.



I hope all my fellow dads out there are having a great Fathers Day.

Lots of stress lately. I simply have too damn much on my plate, and nothing I can do about it.
Shit, working 2 jobs is the EASY part.

I'm going to do my best to focus on the upcoming weekend, and seeing my love.