Thursday Mar 30, 2006

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Well, Friday morning I leave for Vegas.

Saturday, assuming she doesnt change her mind... wink I marry the beautiful ilovemybitchz.

Monday, I'm back to work. frown




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loslope:
Ah! Question is answered! Congratulations, my friend. All the best! (I'll drink to both of your health with you, this summer smile ).
tallboy66:
Never met you, of course, but Congrats. on the "gettin' hitched" hope it goes well.

Wednesday Mar 29, 2006

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Have you ever loved someone so much that just the mere thought of them excites you?

My amazing fiancee Becky sent me a text message... (she's out having fun at Disneyland today biggrin )..... and just hearing from her made my heart skip a beat. I mean i could honestly feel my heart speed up when I thought of her. blush

In 3 days, I am going...
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user304975207:
see!?!??!?!?
luci:
oh you SO deserve it!!
i am so sad that i cant be there to witness it!!

Sunday Mar 26, 2006

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Today should be a good day.

I get to see Becky for a few minutes... I think that should kinda help recharge my batteries smile

Then I get to spend the next week dog-sitting....hoping my dog doesn't eat hers wink
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anarchie:
Oh my god. Are you THE Burger King? eeek
bambi:
so did you recharge ? wink

Saturday Mar 25, 2006

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Tonight was my "bachelor party".

The good part is the reason... because I'm blessed with the love of the amazing ilovemybitchz love love

The bad part?
My bachelor party consisted of 1, count em 1 friend taking me out to a Sushi dinner and then joining my parents for coffee.

whatever whatever

Whoopeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

Then I got to finish my evening with a fucking panic attack (which Im not over...
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arik:
i wish i could have been there for that. that's for damn sure.
dmuff:
God, your friends are so lame!...ummm...wait...nevermind.

Friday Mar 24, 2006

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j3nn:
will you please cheer the fuck up!!!! tongue
user304975207:
youre not supposed to be hotter than me. frown

and i dont have a crush on you shawn, im about to marry you.

Thursday Mar 23, 2006

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sophie:
totally.

(even though i play on the internet like crazy sometimes.)
jj_r0x0rz:
indeed

Wednesday Mar 22, 2006

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obd:
personally, I prefer the thesaurus.
jj_r0x0rz:
no worries it seems eveyrones got something going on >_< I just wish i wasn't so afraid of the sunshine...cuz then i would go outside.

Tuesday Mar 21, 2006

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I finally have my appointment with my tax attorney today.
That should be fun puke

I'm still having trouble dealing with stress right, but I think I'm getting better.

Each day it becomes a little more clear to me just how lucky I am to have Becky in my life. And each day I love her more.

Last night was the coldest night (at my house)...
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flatblakcadillac:
your big boy tattoo is AWESOME!!! nice artwork.
obd:
I did have a good day, thank you. I need to deal with the tax thing too.

Monday Mar 20, 2006

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j3nn:
I LOVE that picture!!!

zpo:
Were you puking for distance or accuracy?

Sunday Mar 19, 2006

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Historically, Im not a happy person. Since around 4th grade Ive had the feeling that Im not meant to be here.

My mom had a son before me. He was still-born. His name was Robert Howard Anderson. I think that it was really Robert who was meant to be on this earth and not me. I think God made a mistake. Things happened out of...
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tiffany1207:
That took balls and thats awesome that you could do that!!!!!! kiss kiss
cklarock:
There really are no mistakes in our universe, just mainfestations of our inability to percieve the big picture.

You aren't a mistake, but you have had a more difficult road to tread-- that is because you are also in possession of the strength to cope with it. If you're not seeing someone professional to help you out, please find someone. If you are, and they're not working for you, don't be afraid to try someone else. Not every therapist will be the right fit for you.

Happiness really is within you, but you're going to have to bust your ass a little more than most to get it. Luckily, you're strong and capable.
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