- Find myself screwed financially (again).
- Get food poisoning.
- Leave work due to said food poisoning.
- Remove someone from my life because they no longer know the meaning of the word friend.
- Return to work because my shift would not be covered.
- Hurt someone I love due to a misunderstanding / miscommunication
I just noticed Rach went grey. Is this the end for her account? I noticed Stan went Anon a while ago. Dang. You guys are hanging out a bit, yeah? (i mean you and your wifey)
Friday night, I went to my first Dodgers game.
I never actually saw the game.
Becky and I sat in the rain for an hour or so... got soaked, and went home.
The thing is.... just sitting next to her in the rain was great. Just being next to her and having my first Dodger dog made my whole night.... Read More
The Bluest Eye is a personal favorite for me, so is Eat Drink Man Woman. Any movie that has a way to incorporate food and family in the kitchen has me.
I'm in shock that until recently, you've never had a Dodger dog!
Man, I was in town all last month and didn't have much of anything going on, and then the last two weeks when I've been out of town, all sorts of shit I'd like to be at happens.
Ah, well....congrats dude. Sorry I couldn't make it to the fun.
When I was a kid I dreamt of becoming a superhero.
Not because I wanted to fly, or have some kind of cool power, but because I wanted to help people.
I am one of the most insecure, self-hating people you will ever come across. One of the few things that can make me feel good about myself is my ability to make others feel... Read More
I always wanted to be a super hero, and still do. Though, along with the great feeling of helping people, I wanted tons of super powers. I don't know how insecure you are, but I am pretty damn insecure.
Don't worry about putting effort into making people feel happy, you do it by just being you. Hard to see when you can't look at yourself from the outside.
I've had a lot of things going on lately. I feel like my mind is typically going in 6 directions at once.
I have more responsibilities right now than I've ever had. I'm grateful for them, but at the same time... I'm afraid I'm not keeping up as well as I should. I have people in my life that I can't afford to let down,... Read More
keep your chin up man! this may sound weird coming from another guy, but just from reading your journals it seems you are one of the most geniune guys ive met here on SG, and that rocks! you do rock man!
I miss my family so very much each and every day so I totally feel ya there...Don't worry though...The time will pass before you even know it and you can all be together! Just try to hang in there! *hugs*