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Dying thread makes me happy.

My order of dye came from Dharma Trading Co. today - 13 colors. I stopped at Michaels on the way home and got some more thread. I had some left, but I got some other kinds.

I just finished a ball in magenta, purple, and dark periwinkle. I'm going to take the hairdryer to it now to speed up the...
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charlatan:
No. Believe me it is no big deal that you don't know who Heuy Lewis is. biggrin
pigletx69:
Thanks for the hugs.....they're much appreciated kiss
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I don't think I've ever had a customer speak so condescendingly towards me in my life.

Oh, and lady, I was staring at you instead of answering you ON PURPOSE. I wanted to see if you'd have a slip of the tongue and let a cuss word out, because then I could've had you removed from the store.

Enjoy your damn Izod pants, bitch.
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I'm gonna go into work for this meeting and come right back home and go to bed.

Or maybe I'll hit Michael's on the way home. I started my state fair tatting project, but they ran a ton of coupons this week, and maybe I'll see something fun.
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I had a drink last night. It's been a long time, don't remember when I had one last time. I just wanted one really bad. It was easier to get myself a little buzzed and forget about my feelings for awhile.

The same thing that happened a month ago is happening now. For no apparent reason at all. And the only possible thing I could've...
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charlatan:
frown

It makes sense to me. I know what you mean when you say you want it to be your fault. I've felt that way for quite some time. it's like it was easier to understand if it was all my fault. Or at least it was something that I could feel in control of in some wierd way.

It sucks when people don't reciprocate. It hurts when you have no conclusion. When you have no answers to yo9ur questions.

My instinct in cases of emotional distress is to drink. It is my way to push things down. Get them away from my thoughts. I know it isn't healthy for me but I cope anyway i can. It is my self-destructive side.

You shouldn't beat yourself up. you are beautiful.

I'm sorry your sad. Hang in there. I'll send you some good vibes because I probably missed the boat completely on your journal.

love
whitewidow:
Thanks hun- I hope I live to tell the tale of the flightfrown

Kisses kiss kiss
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Ham with pineapple and cherries, mashed taters, mashed yams with marshmallows baked on top, cauliflower, rolls, various raw veggies and dip, gravy, and zucchini pie.

Last year we ran a pretty good garden in our back yard. The zucchini were huge (I'm going to encourage my mom to enter one in the state fair this year, because I saw last year's winners) and kept coming,...
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whitewidow:
Hmmmm - I have heard that about Disneyland, but I just don't wanna believe that Mickey Mouse is caught up in such scandlesfrown

Kisses kiss kiss
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We're having Easter dinner today.

My family isn't practicing Christians. I'm not Christian at all.

I don't get it.
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whitewidow:
papaspank:
damn! your parents have been overtaken by the corporate machine! That or they've become born again christians...those are the worst kind...I want tofu turkey...yum....
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I FINALLY got a new website layout up. Go see!
whitewidow:
I hear you on thatwink The web site looks great by the waybiggrin

Kisses kiss kiss

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papaspank:
woah...that was real creepy...I thought you were my ex. cuz that's a word that I thought I had made up and always used with her to combine my masterfull powers of hugging and cuddling....I'm glad to see that you are not...*collective sigh* that's so cool that you use the same word. You seem to like flowers...or at least that is what I gather from the wallpaper of your website. niceness. thanks for the huggles and making me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I shalll now return the favour *huggles* ah oh...the Gavin is calling...I must now depart. nice to meet ya. Chow
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I swear, nothing like hearing from a doctor that they forgot to do something and that's probably why you're having a stupid exam/test done again.
punkpea:
Death to all stinky crappy doctors!! EL SUICIDO LOCO
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I stabbed myself with a tag gun today. Ouchie.

And my department won this past weekend's charge app contest, so we get lunch and ice cream on Saturday. I will find a way to go in for ice cream, since I won't be working.
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Somehow we wound up with 6 people in my department today, people who weren't on the schedule. Meaning we were going to start the week over in hours (not to mention be standing around with nothing to do all day). So I was there for a whole half-hour and volunteered to go, since everyone else was benefits-locked and needed to have the hours and I...
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charlatan:
I love going to the grocery store. I hate working, though. I tell you I'd kill a calf right now to only have to work an 8 hour shift.

If she gets a yeast infection, I'll laugh. biggrin